Jannah Binte Johari

2012-03-08T19:24:00.001+08:00

I have been very busy lately sitting in front of my laptop for hours.

No, I am not watching porn. You are so sick-minded if you ever think that way.

Anyway,lately I've been posting all my short stories in another blog. It goes to show how bored I am during this long school holiday. The stories, most of them, are in malay though.

Click here now!

When ideas for writing got planted in my head, there's a 100% chances that I am not in front of my computer. When I am actually in front of my laptop, suddenly my brain felt like an empty tin. Even when I tried hard by re-reading the entire story, instead of getting ideas, I get tired.

On another note,felt like school holiday is ending soon although there's still 1 month plus left. I've got to do something useful. Like what,cooking?

Lastly,hopefully this Sunday's event, S5C10 outing will go on smoothly. Insyaallah.

ANYBODY HAVE ANY IDEAS HOW TO GET TO EAST COAST PARK AREA G WITHOUT WALKING UNTIL YOUR LEGS FELT LIKE WORN OUT RUBBER?

URGENT. OH GOSH.

2012-02-29T22:09:00.003+08:00

Yay!

Went out today with Azlin and Sarah!

Enjoyed today very much. Why? Because it's so relaxing. The rate of how slow we walked is like strolling in a park but much slower than that.

As usual, we did a catch up on each others' ever busy lives and then accompanied Azlin to do her shopping for her cousin's wedding. She settled for a light purple some kind of "flowy" dress but I tried to persuade her to buy the other one! But oh well, if she doesn't want it, guess it will be mine for next raya!

Insyaallah, going out with them again next Monday~

2012-02-06T12:52:00.002+08:00

Bismillahirahmanirrahim.

Oh Allah, please give me the strength to continue pretending as if I am okay. As if I am happy. As if everything is circling around me the way I want it to circle.

Oh Allah, please give me the patience to go through everyday like a normal person. Please give me the iman to pray to You and only You. This pain, oh Allah, seems too much for me to handle, but I know You will not give your hamba a burden or a test more that she can handle.

I think for now the safest and most peaceful place to be is when I am sleeping for I tend to forget all the troubles I had for that day and hope that the day after, would be a better day.

Sometimes, people tend to forgot that I have feelings too. That behind this smiley face or those weird joke faces I put on everyday is just a very insecure girl who really just expect people to understand her.

Not everyone actually knows how I cried. I don't cry in front of just anybody. When I am on the verge of crying, I took a deep breath and try not think negatively. Being the pessimist that I am, of course after those deep breathing, I would still have negative thoughts.

That is when I turn to Allah s.w.t. I prayed and I make dua and always hope that everything will be alright.

Praise be to Allah and all praise be to Allah, there is no god but Allah, and Allah is most great.

Let tomorrow be a better day for me.Insyaallah.

2012-01-19T14:23:00.005+08:00

Sometimes you just want to let go of everything and close your eyes hoping that everything is just a bad dream.

Yeah, I wish I can do that.

I'm not complaining or anything about life in polytechnic. I am actually thankful to Allah s.w.t for letting me have this second chance to change and be more 'not lazy'. The word 'hardworking' seems too strong for the helpless me.

Life in polytechnic has been great. It is true when they say that it is really stressful. How stressful? Well, let's just say, after school, the only thing I want to do is to go home, eat and sleep. Period. But that's not reality isn't it? So much to do with so little time.

So anyway, I was just browsing through my friend's album during our secondary school days in Madrasah Al-Irsyad and then it hit me, I miss those times. Like I miss those times a lot.

Not studying then is just a mean of procrastinating. Not studying for a day in polytechnic is just like missing the whole of everything. Like some dumb ass.

What I miss the most is definitely the environment. You know what I am talking about. Back then, everything is arranged. From our praying times, to our assembly time, to our recess time etc. Now, to perform my Zohor prayers during break time, is almost entirely impossible. I ended up praying around 3.30pm onwards which is when class usually ends.

Also, in Irsyad, our teachers literally are like our friends. We can talk to them about anything and be very informal about it. Though I am not close to all the teachers, but to the close ones, I miss them. Like I miss them a lot. Now, some facilitators here even have a hard time remembering names!

I just wish that one day, I am able to just jump into one of those pictures in my friend's album and pretend that nothing ever changed.

Most of all, I miss being in the presence of the people whom now I regard as sisters. Yes, I do have a lot of friends but these four people are not just friends for me. When I am in ruins or in doubt or in sadness, I can be assured they are there.

These people hold a special place in my heart. After family and close relatives, are them. Yes, they are more important to me than some of my relatives.

We still do hang out sometimes but it just felt different. We can't just hangout every single day though that is exactly what I wish I can do.

I'll tell you how special they are to me in my next post okay? Currently depressive mode is still on.

I act like I have moved on, but the truth is, it's just to hard to accept the truth that I have to move on.

Haizzzzz.It's true what they say. Pictures are your lifelong memories that can never be erased.Well, unless someone decided to be a bitch and bring a scissors to cut them up. =P

2012-01-04T23:53:00.002+08:00

School started.

(what I do at school)

(what I do at home)

(what I'm expected to do every second of my living life)

Gosh,I'm just too tired.From work,from studying and from everything with the exception of food.

(what normal girls eat)

(what I eat)

I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT.

But the thought of even moving an inch towards the gym is just too tiring for me I guess.

Or,I'm just too darn tired.

Turning in now :)

2012-01-03T11:06:00.003+08:00

Oh come on, you said I'm slacking and gave me C.

So I came early for class, contribute to discussions and asked questions.

You still gave me C.

You racist bastard.

Or you're just jealous because I speak and pronounce English better than you even can?

Just saying.

2011-12-13T13:33:00.002+08:00

Exactly 1 week before my KL trip with family and trust me,I've never been this excited.

Also,this seems to be the first time that my family STILL HAVEN'T GOT ANYTHING PREPARED YET.

I mean like,the luggage bag is literally empty now!

So much to do,so little time babe.

So anyway,class has been too draggy and plain dry especially Molecular And Cell Biology.I slept half the time.

HOLIDAY IS COMING SOON.

REJOICE.

2011-11-28T21:07:00.004+08:00

☑ Craving of buy-1-get-1-free McNuggets.

Today was just a tiring day.I think I did something wrong today and I really,really felt bad about it.

Please forgive me will you?

2011-11-25T13:07:00.000+08:00

I NEED MY HOLIDAYS NOW.

THE PAIN.

THE EXHAUSTION.

THE LAZINESS.

JUST.TOO.MUCH.

2011-11-22T21:15:00.003+08:00

"I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay, well did you?
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away"

For a pessimist I'm pretty optimistic by Paramore.

Life must have its ups and down. Just like a wheel. Round and round it goes. Up a second, down the other second.Mine?Definitely a deflated tyre already I presume.I just felt so down nowadays though I know that I haven’t reach the rock bottom stage yet.However,for now,just pretend my tyre really is already deflated. Certainly now, I need one kind of a special pump to make sure I can continue on living life meaningfully, just like how a tyre need some kind of an inflator.

More than ever, I felt so alone. So forever alone. That happy moments I used to experienced always? Now I am having a pretty hard time just trying to have any recollection of it. Not that I am denying I had never experienced all those happy moments, but just like that tyre, the happy moments were when the tyre was still fully inflated and is at the 12’oclock of a watch.Life’s ups huh?

Right now, I just need someone to make sure I stay happy and stay afloat for as long as I can. Just knowing someone out there will be there for me, I’ll be content. Someone to make sure that I am at my best health and someone to ensure that I am always smiling.

I need someone to back up everything I said. Everything I poured. Damn, don’t care about how wrong I was, I just want you to agree with me. I just want you to nod and agree.. To laugh even when I do a slight silliest thing. To cry even when I told you not to. To pat me on my back and tell me that everything is going to be okay .Though I know nothing is okay now apart from the happy family I have. Why can’t you? I just want to ensure that I don’t feel so disconnected. Make me feel at ease. Make me feel like I have something worth living for.

Lend me your shoulder so I can cry on. Lend me your ears so that I can scream and shout all my nonsense. Lend me your eyes to so you can see that I am always okay.

Can’t you see? I need you. Please.

Maybe I’m just overthinking. Maybe all is well. Maybe? Maybe not.

I’ll just hope for the best and let’s hope Allah s.w.t will have a better plan for me.I know He will. But for now, I’ll keep on smiling and pretend that everything is going to be alright. Just like I’ve always have.

2011-07-25T12:08:00.002+08:00

"............I used to think that the day would never come

That my life would depend on the morning sun."

True Faith by Anberlin

I thought this day would never come.That I would be able to stay that way for the 3 years to come.Turns out,I am not truly invincible after all.

THE DAY I HAVE TO APPLY FOR LOA(Leave Of Absence).

Turns out,after the Saturday shopping outing with The Bitches,I got a stomach cramps and some continuous vomiting.Tried hanging on for a day and I just can't.So my mother decided to bring me to the hospital and her earlier prediction was right.It is food-poisoning.In fact the doctor said it was quite severe because I had fever too.So,off to the observation room for a frigging 6-hours of......

.........nothingness.NOTHING.Well,except for some blood testing,urine testing,blood pressure,pulse check and two litres of drips.

Well,I did feel like vomiting when I was there,but I just wanted to go home at that point of time.So I tried to hold back my vomit.And finally,doctor reluctantly said I can be discharged.

*teary-eyed*

And so I got a two days MC and yessa I got to skip Cognitive lesson.

I do feel like taking MC will affect my grades though but,nevermind.

So,I need to sleep now(again).

Toodles.

2011-07-18T22:45:00.005+08:00

sethhi salazethi siu slyther sarrrr.

How's my Parselmouth language?No.Don't try go for Google Translate.If you really did try,then don't even bother reading the rest of the post.

So anyway,I finally watched Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows Part 2 yesterday,and let me tell you,I had goosebumps throughout the movie and wishing that the movie will never end and that I continued watching.

[SPOILER ALERT]

I was already so touched and teary-eyed when Snape died.The way he looked at Harry's eyes and say,"You have your mother's eyes".

What could be more romantic than a monotonous man saying that to the boy he thought he would hate but is the son to the woman he lives all these years?And the way Snape hugged Harry's mother.

*melts*

One of the awesome part of many thousands awesome part was when all the professors were guarding the castle by casting spells into the air.*still in awe*

I really can spazz about the movie all night but,sigh,I need my beauty sleep and my bed is already screaming to my ears.

All in all it's the best movie i've ever watched so far.It will stay that way for the years to come.

AWWWWWWW.......Now I felt so lost.Nothing to look forward to.NOTHING.

N-O-T-H-I-N-G.

Toodles and goodnight.

In love-hate memory,

Tom Marvolo Riddles

2011-07-15T08:50:00.005+08:00

"............It's Friday, Friday
Gotta get down on Friday
Everybody's lookin' forward to the weekend, weekend............"

-Friday by Rebecca Black

Finally it's Friday.

With all the UT2 papers done,I can heave a sigh of relief and enjoy Friday after such a long time.I am pretty sure that I will flunk some of the papers.Believe me,I am more scared than you are right now.Though it is only 12.5% of the total grade,it still bothers me.It's not as if I am blessed with super 'clever'ness.

So,I started off today feeling quite down after a fight with my someone(if you know me,you'll know who).Got out of the house as quickly as I can and made way to the MRT station.

Reached Woodlands Mrt station around 7.30am and met THE BITCHES.We decided to have breakfast,which will be my first time,at McDonalds' at Civic Centre.

(THE BITCHES)just so you know,i'm not.

So anyway,just so you know,there was black smoke coming out of a factory beside RP.RIGHT BESIDE RP.

Why not burn RP too?So we all can be evacuated and class can be postponed and life can be happy on a glorious Friday?Why?

(The Smoke)

Anyhow,after breakfast we realised we were quite late for class and got another 15 minutes to make it on time.So we hatched a plan to climb the slope and make a run to the lift the moment we got off the bus.IT WAS EPIC.

Yichuan almost gave up but with perseverance,WE GOT TO CLASS ON TIME!~*pat myself on the shoulder*

As today we got to choose our own team,no doubt we just picked a table and settle ourselves down.KANG YONG not in my group.I is sad.If not,we'll be the most EPIC-est team ever.Hearts to them.

Have a happy Friday everyone.

2011-07-09T13:30:00.002+08:00

"................I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye............"

-Cry by Rihanna

It's true what I've heard before.Facebook can really break people's heart.It can be so tormenting that one can even get depression.Well,it certainly took down another victim,my mother.

She cried today.Nobody dares to make her cry.Nobody except me.How dare these people so heartless and so fake make my mother cry.How dare they.My mother,the vulnerable one,one who think that of others every single second of her living life.Being left out by people who she thought she can depend on.

First and foremost,yes I know my family is the kind that is used to keeping to ourselves.We are quite reserved.We don't make unnecessary noises and we don't mingle with people we don't know.

But who are they to think and make assumptions that we don't give a damn about these kind of things?Theses simple and trivial things that may make us still feel that we are a family.Related by blood.Who are they to give these kind of judgement?Who are they to make my mother cry?Stupid bastards.

Well,truthfully those pictures hurt okay.They hurt my mother so much.It made my mother thinks that she's not a part of it anymore.Those pictures of you guys smiling away with such happiness and my mother is here,at home.

AND THIS ISN'T THE FIRST TIME.

Thankfully,she still got her family by her side.Through thick and thins,through arguments and fights,through rich and poor,through sickness and health and through happiness and sadness.

Luckily too,there's another side of families that still care for us.That still phone us whenever they are free.To these side of families,my greatest gratitude for you for making my mother still feel belong.Though you have your fights,those are just part and parcel of it.Still,I thank you.

I just have to say this to you people who made my mother cry on a Saturday,YOU GUYS ARE SUCH RICH AND SICK BASTARDS.

Thank you and have a happy Saturday :)

".......But rich bastard, I'm nothing like you "

-Rich Bastard by Skarpretter

2011-07-08T08:49:00.002+08:00

"..........Why, do you always do this to me?

Why, couldn't you just see through me?........."

-Why by Avril Lavigne

Why does it have to be in class?Why do I have to update in class?Why during Science class?Why?

So now it's break time.

Anyway,I just discovered that I got my first C for Cognitive module.My first .And yeah,it was really depressing.Yes,I have a lot of Bs and two A for this particular module,but you know,it just felt really demotivating.I probably deserve this grade since I knew I didn't do much for the lesson on that day.However,ah,nevermind.More grade C coming from this module after this.Trust me.You probably won't understand.Not trying to be a high achiever here,but after getting an E for my UT1(Understanding Test 1),I NEED MY DAILY GRADE to be so constant.At this point I think getting a favourable GPA is just too far-fetched now.

See,I'm being too pessimistic now.I should just probably quit school.(No way,just kidding)

Bright side,let's stay bright.

I got my first A for my Science DG(Daily Grade).MY FIRST A.Thought that day would never come.See?Even Shanti Goma's starting to have feelings.Congratulations to her.

*2 hours later*

Just moments from our Science presentation.Pretty easy today.

*10 minutes later*

Oh shit.We practically screwed up.Big time.The facilitator was drilling us and we were in front of the class practically making a fool of ourselves.There goes chances of getting a grade A for today.See?Flew away already.Far far away.

Goddamnit.

So anyway,I'll be having the UT2 for Mathematics and I did not study.Did not even tried doing practice questions.Another chances of A flew away.Far far away.

Goodbye success.Hello failure. :(

2011-07-06T14:08:00.005+08:00

".........Was that strange for you like it was strange for me?"

-We Just Touched Awkwardly by a youtuber

Guys,I'm sorry.Tests are coming along and updates for my blog are just impossible to do right now.So that's why I'm doing this update in class.CLASS.When lesson is ongoing.Thanks ah.

So anyway,I shall break my promise and not update about my short trip to Malaysia.

Will just sum up to one word."BEST".

That aside,lately I've been feeling a one kind of depression.The depression that I cannot even describe in word.I don't know.I feel so awkward and so outcast about something with someone(s).I feel like I don't belong anymore.Or was I just too arrogant?Or ignorant?Or was I just feeling overzealous?I don't know.I need someone to pour my heart out right now.So let say if I did pour it out to someone,what can that someone do?At most,"Awwww,you're just thinking of it too hard.Be optimistic.Be positive".Sigh.That is exactly the thing you shouldn't be saying to someone as pessimistic as me.

On the bright side,I'm feeling so awesome today and so high and so crazy and so weird and so......oh you get my point right?

Lunch at TRCC as usual doesn't disappoint but honestly,I think by now I can memorise the ingredient and the taste of each of the dishes.Shall scout for more interesting places from now and soon,NEW HANGOUT PLACE!

*10 minutes later*

Currently Maths facilitator doing the 6P.

*5 seconds later*

IT'S DONE.DONE WITH 6P!

So now I have to study for my UT2 test which is going to commence soon.LIKE REAL SOON.

Got to go.Catch up with you bitches later:)

Wait,anyway,this is my current addiction song.Enjoy.

2011-06-17T15:10:00.001+08:00

"................what hurt the most was being so close,

and having so much to say,and watching you walk away......."

-What Hurt The Most by Rascal Flatt

Yo yo yo.Peeps of the world.

Will be going for a short getaway to Malaysia soon.Time to de-stress.Time to feel free.
Well,only for the weekend :(

Hopefully,I'll be able to find the stamina and energy to post about the short getaway after I got back.
Pray for my safety.Pray for my security.Pray that the stupid Malaysia new immigration fingerprint system won't dampen my spirit and caused a massive jam.

Toodles.

2011-06-14T10:47:00.005+08:00

"........who am I to say you need me,I don't know anything at all........"
-Who am I to say by Hope

The urge to blog today is just so tremendously high today that I am so sorry about it.

Today,was generally awesome.

I mean,like finally I am in the same group with Aini!And trust me,she is really one-hell-of-a reliable team mate.Just imagine,we uploaded the presentation closest to being on time and believe me,that is a new record.

Also,I got to be in the same group with Asnida and Faizah which of course is pretty awesome too.Not trying to be a racist but honestly,I do feel really comfortable being around my own race.Really,no racism intended.I have Ganesh and Matthew also in the group which adds the spice to the awesomeness.

Everything else when smoothly for the rest of the day.Joked around but worked around.And talking about Hari Raya with Asnida,Faizah and Aini made me all geared up and so excited about the upcoming Hari Raya.Which is,in less than TWO MONTH!*high fives*

So anyway,although our group kind of screwed up our presentation,but seriously who gives a damn when your facilitator is like someone who cannot stop teaching(unintelligible teachings) but cannot start giving one damn of a proper answer?

But something happened that made me really.......?

I don't know how to say it.Pissed off?Or disappointed?Could be both.

I am sorry if in the process of being pissed off or disappointed(or is it both?),I offended anyone.Please accept my apologies.

Anyway,I've put that thing aside and shall be in my epicshit behaviour again tomorrow.

Toodles.

"You ask me how my day was as if it is the same everyday,

I say I'm okay but you really don't know how I feel.........."

-Eotteokhajyo by Jisun

2011-06-11T21:13:00.007+08:00

Some people may wonder,why is it hard for me to let go of my Irsyadians friends.Some may assume that I cannot move on.Some may thought that I'm having a hard time adapting.

Well,to some people,I must say,that after you've been together with your friends for 11 years,how can you just forget all about them?Call me sentimental,but my Irsyadians friends deserved to be remembered.They deserved to be in a major part of my memory slot.No matter how bad they are or how troublesome they can be,to have spent more than half your lifespan with them and forget all about them is just unimaginable and unforgivable.That's just like being an ingrate.

Yes I know,I need to move on and the course of life has changed.Indeed,I had moved on.Yes,I have adapt to the new pathway God has created for me.Isn't that enough?

I have great friends in poly who,in a way,helped me adapted to my the environment and make me feel comfortable.I have great school that can.......

(wait,my school isn't that great 0.o)

So anyway,if today weren't such a happy occasion,I swear I could have shed a tear.

What happy occasion?

Secondary 5 Cordova 2010 class outing.

Well,this time,it was a more of get-together in a very relaxed picnic.No Amazing Race.No whatever.Started off today with a nice weather and those who came early set off first to Tanjong Beach at Sentosa first.

We played with the sands for a while.

THEN IT STARTED TO RAIN LIKE MAD.

It was such a heavy rain that we cannot even see the large ships out there in the sea.So,the rest of my friends WHO WERE LATE(ahas) were somehow stranded and seriously I don't know how they managed to get to Tanjong Beach with that kind of weather.

In a way,the rest of us that came early were kind of stranded too since I brought Spaghetti Bolognese but there's no plates.So we hungrily waited in the heavy for those with plates to come.

So anyway,they did managed to come and Spaghetti finished within minutes and no,I wasn't exaggerating.

So after that,we talked and talked and talked while waiting for the rain to stop.Yeah,that's what we basically did.I mean,if you haven't seen your long-time friends in a very long while,all you do is a lot of talking,catching up on each other's lives and laughing.All the while forgetting all the problems you had in the world even for a moment.The lifestories my friends eagerly told,though some may be insignificant,it still matters to me because I miss them.THERE.I've said it.

I can seriously go on blabbering about the happenings and the epic things that happened today,but if I were to do that,trust me,it's going to take forever.

As far as I know,we had fun.It didn't matter to me how the fun was created but it did matter that we laughed,smiled,reminisce and played together.Memory worth storing.

(the sandcastle that some of us built)

And to those who cannot make it today,please don't worry,more outings to come so long as the class page at Facebook is kept alive for now,and forever.

S5C10 4EVA,may we last forever.

(and I miss you girls already)

2011-06-07T22:08:00.004+08:00

I hereby declare that X-MEN:FIRST CLASS is not just awesome.
It is LEGEND........wait for it.......DARY.(please refer to US show How I Met Your Mother)

Overall it is money worth spent especially when you're watching with awesomely awesome people like Simran,Angus,Rachel and Yichuan.

So we met at around 2.30pm to catch the 3.40pm show.(icameat2.45pmokayiknowiamlateshutup).

Had a quick late lunch at Pasta Mania.Even though I ate at home already

,but the excitement of watching X-MEN:FIRST CLASS made me hungry so soon.

I had Chicken Bolognese with Fusilli as the pasta.VERY NICE.

So after lunch we went and collect the ticket.Since we booked already(lucky us),I just came and collect the ticket and also getting the good seats!Inside the theatre and even before the show started,we were seriously tearing apart the popcorn without mercy!As we only bought one large popcorn,Angus and me had to share popcorns just by using tissue paper as the base.It was pathetic,yeah,but who cares?

X-MEN:FIRST CLASS,I liked it a lot.Just one thing though,Mystique looked pretty fat in this movie.And I love the bromance between Charles and Erik.*teary-eyed*

Shall not spoil the movie to those who haven't watch it. :)

After the movie and the end credits were rolling,OMG you should have seen Angus's place.SUCH A MESS!Well,partly my fault too.Or was it not?Haha.But really,you don't need a torchlight to see the mess.There's even tissue paper(swear that's not mine).

After that,we walked around a bit,played arcade which I totally sucked at.Just imagine,Yichuan and me played one basketball game and our score was 20.Angus,Simran and Rachel played the other one and they even got to Stage 3!See?How height difference can really make you suck at arcades?

So again,we walked around after that.Angus and Yichuan bought the Gon Cha bubble tea(refer to below picture) and than sat near the Bishan Mrt Station while chatting and camwhoring around.

Such fun.Meet again soon y'all!

2011-06-04T14:25:00.002+08:00

YOU.

Your place in my heart is slowly growing larger by the minute.How I wished it's going to be easy.

*5 minutes later*

Please ignore the first sentence.PLEASE.Else it will bother you for eternity.

So today is a good day to blog(rare optimistic moment),since all the cooking had finished before noon.All the cleaning?Let's leave that to my younger sister shall we?

*35 minutes later*

Recently I have been getting a daily grade B for most of my modules and trust me,I'm not happy for it.Call me ungrateful or what,but when you see people that you know getting As in their module,you can't help but to feel a slight bit of jealousy.Same goes for me.I just can't help it.

Before I started my poly journey close to two month ago,I swore to myself to change my habit and be more hardworking.

*two month later*

Look at me now.Lazy.Sleepy.Annoyed.Can't-be-bothered.Pessimist.

And it hasn't even been the first semester.

Well done,me.

Anybody bored today?(If you're reading this line and you agree,pft,you got no life.)

Here's a video to keep you slightly entertained.

2011-06-01T20:10:00.002+08:00

Just my luck.Came home to an empty pot.There's no food in there.And I was hungry.

Luckily with my cooking skill,BOOOOMM!,I cooked something out of nothing.

So today was Science.Honestly,I can't be bothered with today since it's the last day ,of school before RP holiday starts.So I kind of left my brain at home when I went to school.I even have to drag my feet and make sure it's still there when I got to class.

As usual,Science wasn't disappointing.Rest assured I m' not talking about the facilitator.The facilitator's teaching method not only disappoint me,it bored me to death.

Well anyway,the 'wasn't disappointing' part I was referring to was being in the same group with Angus,Rachel,Yichuan and Kang Yong!They are just fun and awesome people to hang around and be in the same group with.Kang Yong is the unexpectedly clever one.Rachel is the 'blur,kind and awesome and hardworking' one.Yichuan,as usual,the cute and bubbly one and I want to bite her.Angus is the *breath in* irritating-and-entertaining-who-can't-seem-to-stop-in-making-me-laugh-and-got-me-distracted-every-time-but-at-the-same-time-he-really-put-in-effort-and-taught-me-well-whenever-I'm-having-difficulty-and-he's-awesome-too one.*breath out*

Dear Shanti Goma,

Please for God sake,improve your accent will you before you make us have a communication breakdown every time you open your mouth.It is not that I don't like you or your teaching method,just that,it got to a point where your deep accent is just plain annoying.If you expect us to give full attention in class,will you in return,stop talking with your deep accent?If you believe you can do it,then I assure you my fullest attention when you're teaching.

Long live Shanti Goma.

Yours faithfully,

JanaTheSexyGirlThatEverybodyKnows

Pardon my personal letter will you?It's kind of self-expression.

Personally,I don't have anything against her but her deep accent is responsible for my constant headache and believe me,I'm not exaggerating.

So anyway,though tomorrow is the start of holiday,I still have to come to school for one of my module's workshop.Yeah,life is great.

Toodles.

2011-05-30T14:36:00.004+08:00

Here,I shall announce that today's Cognitive Processes And Problem Solving is FUN.

Plain FUN.Best fun ever for this module.

Firstly,facilitator came 9 minutes late,shall downgrade her if I have the power.

Secondly,I don't know if this is fate(haha) or just pure coincidence,but I got into the same group as Angus again!To refresh your memory,this is Angus:

Anyway,there's no PDT* or PPT* or even worksheets.Wait,there is worksheet,just that I don't do MOST of it.I mean,who wants to be so obsessed with worksheet when you're just days away from your 1.5 weeks holidays?Okay,maybe Monotone Girl.Her obsession with worksheets and daily things are just to the maximum!She's cute though(See?!I'm kind.I compliment people!)

Oh,I want to introduce another classmate of mine.She's kind and really cute.And she wets her pant too!LOL.Please refer to previous 2 post for the the understanding of the 'wet pant' part.

And her name is Yichuan Tan.

I love her!She's fun and kind!

We're left with few weeks only to spend time together and be crazy together!

School in general is going along pretty fine.Truth is,I think my fear of having scary and unfriendly classmates are so not true.Now,I hope and wish that we will never,EVER change class,which in reality,is impossible to happen.Well,except Osama or Saddam terrorise the school and demand it.Which,again in reality may not happen also since both of them are dead.One buried deep in earth,the other deep in the sea.

So anyway,recently I've been subscribing to so many Youtubers.Here are some of them:

-nigahiga

-IniAnwarHadi

-ShaneDawsonTV

-MikeTompkins

etc etc.........

Toodles.

p/s:I LOVE MY CLASS.

2011-05-28T18:01:00.006+08:00

Today I cried.

Don't ask me how but I definitely know why.

So I went for a fruitless trip to Bugis with my mother and my big brother.Turns out,my brother seemed to be taking over the whole trip!He kept buying this and that.I felt so sidetracked.The first time in my life that I felt like that.Maybe I just got the feeling of being the third wheel today.So anyhow......

This week probably is the most shocking week I've had in a long time.

Firstly,I got a shocking grade A for my Organisational Behaviour module!First time ever.

Secondly,I got another shocking grade A for my Mathematics module!First time ever too.

I,however felt really guilty for my Mathematics grade.I really felt I don't deserve it since the rest of my team members does not get an A.They wrote really good things about me in the peer evaluation justification.I really felt like crying and am in awe especially when reading Angus's comments about me.I really hope they will not hold any grudges against me.But they are awesome people.Awesome people don't hold grudge against awesome people! XD

That's it for today's post I guess.These are all that's left from my brain juice today.

Toodles.

2011-05-26T14:17:00.005+08:00

In class:BORED AND REBELLING(not concentrating)

Currently getting ready for myfirst D grade.

Yes,I am THAT pessimistic.

Anyway,today is a great day.

Same group with Angus and Yichuan.And Rachel as an addition.

Gawd I love my group.

(My Science AWESOMEPANDAS group)

First highlight:Science experiment EPICSHIT failure.

Well,it's not anybody's fault.Really.No,Rachel it is not your fault.You've been really helpful and for that I thank you.

The EPICSHIT failure was the whole beaker of water fell down like tsunami!And Yichuan's pant(and legs) became the only victims.Oh wait,the floor carpet too.We broke the weighing machine.Kind of cool actually.I mean how often can you break things at RP?Rachel being cute as always by putting the weighing scale upside down.

(reenactment of Rachel's cuteness)

Second highlight:Screwed up presentation.Well,my slides at least.So that's the reason I feel like I'm getting a D.

(That's Angus.The optimistic and 'pretty' one)

This has been a short post.

Toodles and pray for my continous survival in RP.

2011-05-25T15:11:00.002+08:00

Gosh.When boredom strikes.

So I swore I am going to blog about today,so here it is.

Firstly,today I was not in the mood to come to school today especially since it is Math and I am kind of getting lost in Math now.

Anyway,I found out that my group was relocated so each of the member need to go to other group.I got into Angus's group which is a YAY!Then it hit me.If I am in the same group as Angus,then I must have been in the same group as Pimple Boy too.

PLEASE GIVE ME A SLAP NOW..

(yeah,that's what happened when I can't accept reality)

So whatever.Yeah.Went on to lead a normal day with the medical check up along the way.What medical check up?Oh just shut up and continue reading,if you want to.If not,well the 'x' button welcomes your vigorous clicks.

Definition of 'along the way'=Pimple Boy usual bitch and irritating voice splattering across the table and nobody listening to him.

Okay,part one,DONE.

Part two:UT period.

How do I explain this.

Well,technically,practically and literally,I SLEPT.

Don't get me wrong!I mean,I slept but I was trying to generate the answer in my brain!

When I finally got it,after what seemed like hours,I got the answer and quickly woke up.

When I finally want to key in my answer,my mind went blank again.EPICFAIL.

So I kind of gave up and went back to sleep.It's not as if by staying awake for another 5 minutes is going to change brain,because it can't think anymore.

SLEEP.

So after that,I just finalized the answer and uploaded it.End of story.

So anyway,tomorrow is Science and I am with Angus,Rachel and Yichuan!Gosh!How lucky am I to be in the same group with them!But honestly,I seriously don't mind being in the group with ANYONE.

ANYONE EXCEPT PIMPLE BOY AND 'SOMEONE'.

Goodnight everyone and have a nice Wednesday dream<3

2011-05-22T23:05:00.007+08:00

Yes.If I blog on a Sunday it means I just went through a sulky sunday.

If I blog on a Monday,it means what a mundane Monday I've been through.

If I blog on a Tuesday,it means the Tuesday is a tacky one.

If I blog on a Wednesday,it means I'm hating the weird Wednesday.

If I blog on a Thursday,it means I've been through a tricky Thursday.

If I blog on a Friday,it means I'm too happy for this favourite day of the week.

If I blog on a Saturday,it means..........

You need to have a life besides reading my boring blog everyday.Get the hell out of here.Thank you very much.

Now that's done.

Well people,I'll be having my first UT test tomorrow!

(And here I am,blogging-.-)

Won't be explaining much about school stuff since I'm still uncomfortable blogging about it.

Anyhow,I am pretty disappointed that the coolest malaysian guy I've ever met(LIKE,EVA) did not upload a video today.I mean,how could he?Here I am,waiting for his video to be uploaded,still wide awake even past my bedtime(no,i don't actually have a bedtime) to wait for his video and what did he said?

Excuses Anwar Hadi,excuses.I treated you like a superstar.I mean,it's not everyday I called a malaysian guy a 'cool' guy.In fact,NEVER.But with you,I even got to the extend of calling you 'coolest' guy ever.Adding the 'est' behind the already cool word of 'cool'.Again,HOW COULD YOU?

There goes my entertainment for the week.BUT!

He shouldn't be afraid of losing a fan!I'm still going to wait another week for a video to be uploaded.Hang in there,Jannah.(Why am I talking to myself?)

Just so you know,this is one of Anwar Hadi most viewed video.It's in malay though.Pardon.

Anyhow,tomorrow's Monday!

M.O.N.D.A.Y. B.L.U.E.

Well,this is Jannah,signing off after typing what seemed interesting but in fact,r-i-d-i-c-u-l-o-u-s.

Whatever.Toodles.

2011-05-20T21:16:00.002+08:00

......because I've nothing better to do.

Formspring:

hello jannah! chey kau ada formspring sey. aku mesti kena tanya question eh? okay aku da tanya. hahaha! love, aminahsurani :D

Yes,mina.I dah ade formspring dah.aku tak memakse untuk bertanya question...hahaha! XD

i love you mamadarling.

I have a feeling.....wait,I KNOW this is Azlin Razak.And i love you too AnakBeloved. :)

Toodles.

2011-05-17T23:03:00.004+08:00

why are so many people privatising their blog?

what is their purpose?

Let's take a step back shall we?

What is the meaning of blogging?

Well,according to www.dictionary.com,the word 'blogging' means to make an entry into a weblog or a blog,an online diary that someone makes available to the internet for others to see.

Keywords should be 'others to see'.

When you do something especially blogging on the internet,please be mindful that it is for 'others to see' too.If it weren't meant for the netizens to see,please just shut down your blog,go to the nearest bookstore and get yourself a diary.Okay?

So,what if you say,"Hey,I let some people see my blog right?"

'Some people' only.What happened to 'other people'?

Okay.Maybe you still want to get defensive.Thus,I respect your decision.However,when you blog,you need connection to internet.To put it straight and think further,have you ever heard of the word 'hackers'?So there is a potential that your blog can get hacked,then read and even posted a post by the hacker.Yes,I am aware of that potential harm,thank you very much.

But to people who still insist on privatising their blog for minor purposes like,"I'm talking about my crush" or "I'm bad-mouthing my teacher",I wish you luck because you've got to admit,the more technology develop,the more potential harm there is.

On a brighter side,I GOT AN A GRADE FOR TWO OF MY MODULES FOR THE WEEK!This is like QEKNDWELKRJEWPORJRG!

I may not however get this kind of grade if not for my wonderful,super cooperative and helpful classmates and team mates.A friend noted that I may either be 'lucky' or 'gifted'.I choose the former.To say that I am gifted is simply too...............weird,I guess?

So apparently,tomorrow is UT dry run and I totally forgot all about it.The following week,the real UT starts.*dies*

*resurrected*

Okay,two blog post in a day.This proves how bored I am.

Goodnight,teddy bears.

To those who's as bored as me,do watch this boring video.

CLICK HERE FOR BORED PEOPLE

2011-05-17T00:30:00.004+08:00

Seems like a good time to blog since everybody's asleep by now.well,my family at least.

Readers(if you're there),have you ever wondered why bad things happened to you?Why shits happens to put it roughly.Well,let me remind you guys(you still there) that bad things always come before the good things.Be optimistic in life.Do not assume that bad things are your journey to 'doom'-hood.

Being a pessimistic myself,I tried hard in seeing something bad that happened and turing it into something beneficial.Yes,pessimistic people CAN be optimistic when needed.

Let me give and example.Your mother got admitted to the hospital.Bills are skyrocketing.Isn't that a bad thing?Now to turn it into something beneficial.When you visited yor mother in the hospital,and other relatives even the distant ones are visiting too,isn't that bonding?Isn't that making the bond closer and tighter.So what if the bills are skyrocketing?Isn't there something called 'discussion' and 'family time'?And also something called 'through thick and thin'?Surely,you can't let your father carry all the burden?

I rest my case.

On the brighter side of Philadelphia,today is a Vesak Day!

No,I don't celebrate it.Just wishing all Buddhist a Happy Vesak Day!

NO.SCHOOL.BOOYAH.OHYEAH.OHYEAH.OHYEAH.

Toodles.

2011-05-15T21:27:00.003+08:00

I just got a haircut!

Remember Leticia Bongnino?

Yup.That's my new haircut.Like Leticia's.

I feel so free now and so airy.So now,it will take at least another year before my next haircut.Hooray-.-

Anyway,few days ago,I discussed about Singapore's politic with my dad.Back when the GE(General Election,you bimbos) is still ongoing.Then the topic of foreigners came up.

First and foremost,it's not that I have anything against foreigners,but I do feel that sometimes they are 'invading' Singapore.Yes,I still feel safe physically thanks to Singapore(or not) but I feel insecure about my future in this beloved country of mine.

Scenario 1:I scored well in exams and applied for an institution.I applied but did not get enlisted.Why?Because a foreigner beats me by one point.Or worse,by a decimal point of 0.1.That's just pathetic isn't it?

Scenario 2:I walked in to a store hoping to get something.A pair of shoe caught my eyes and I ask the salesgirl for my size.Turns out,she doesn't even understand English.

Scenario 3:Botanical Garden.Lucky Plaza.Sim Lim Square.Peninsula Plaza.Come on a weekend.Be prepared.

Haiz.What can you do?In a developing country of like Singapore where all the government care is to develop(x1000000) and to make a name(biggest observation wheel,biggest fountain etc),all we can do is sit and let the country be 'invaded' for the years to come.

On a lighter note.Tomorrow is school!

If I were to follow Rebecca Black's footstep:Tomorrow is school.Yesterday got no school.Friday is last day of school and Thursday is a school day too.

Wow.It IS easy being Rebecca Black.

Toodles.

2011-05-14T17:51:00.002+08:00

Hmmmmm....when was the last time I posted something?*scroll down*

29 April 2011-_____-

That wasn't as long as I expected it to be!

Whatever it is,I'm back.Yes,an applause will do much help to encourage me to write more.

Let's talk about school!

*drag fingers to keyboard*

It's been 4 weeks of school and honestly,there's been ups and downs to it.Indeed I am enjoying classes and hanging around with my classmates.But the stress level for modules have been sky rocketing since last week!Facilitators started showing their true colours.Some colours I favour.Others?Not so.

Whatever it is,I'll keep hanging on and hopefully the rest of the weeks for the semester will pass by like race cars.Failing whcih,I'll kill myself.

Toodles!(isn't that cute?using 'toodles' when saying goodbye?shall use this more often.)

2011-04-29T23:14:00.004+08:00

Yes.Yes.I have been lazy.Or was I just too busy?

Second week of school and I survived it.Still.

We had Science on Monday and I,being a total dumbass and not having studied Biology before,was in a total lost.Luckily it was only about the basics of human blood.Though I have difficulties understanding,I believe I have caught up with it and understand a little.What I can't stand is the facilitator.She was an indian but believe me,I don't think she's from Singapore or anywhere near Singapore.Her accent was very thick!She even interrupted us during our presentation.I mean WHAT!

Forget about that.I got a decent B.I need an A.Shall work harder.

Had Organizational Behaviour for Tuesday and again,no surprises busiest subject ever.I made a mistake of eating lunch during that day and my team ended up really rushed and slides were mediocre.PLEASEIWANTABDEARFACILITATOR!

Wednesday we had Math and as usual it was the BEST SUBJECT EVER!BEST FACILITATOR EVER!BEST DAY EVER!But certainly not on the best team ever.It sucks.Should not elaborate more because it pain me.Again,I got a B.-.-

Thursday,to be frank,WAS THE FUCKEST DAY EVER!FUCKEST FACILITATOR EVER!FUCKEST SUBJECT EVER!I mean the problem statement wasn't even clear,the facilitator point wasn't even clear,the WHOLE DAMNED thing wasn't even clear!She kept on nagging and blabbering!She tend to get so defensive.By the time it was 6P,I swear everybody's mood was so fucked up that almost everybody went home early like,for the first time ever.

TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY EVER!I LAUGHED MY ASS OFF LITERALLY EVERY SECOND I WAS WITH MY TEAM!nyahahaha!We came up with a skit that sound so cool,but when we presented it,we were laughing all the way because it was practically lame!*skit playing back in mind*

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

And throughout our study period,when other groups were busy discussing,our group was doing a marathon of youtube videos and other stupid songs in the world!My classmate played a video of Pikachu's original 'voicer' and we all went 'Pika Pika' in our stupidest and cutest voice ever!Then we watched a video of a boobs crusher who crushed beer cans using her ever gigantic boobs.I swear I thought that her boobs looked a bit dented in the end!Hilarious moment!

I shall not laugh anymore.I shall not laugh anymore.I shall not laugh anymore.I shall not laugh anymore.I shall not laugh anymore.I shall not laugh anymore.I shall not laugh anymore.I shall not laugh anymore.I shall not laugh anymore.I shall not laugh anymore.I shall not laugh anymore.I shall not laugh anymore.I shall not laugh anymore.I shall not laugh anymore.

Okay okay.I shall end this post by......

"PIKA PIKA?"

2011-04-22T16:30:00.007+08:00

Four presentation done,446 more to go.That is,if my japanese facilitator(i'm sorry,i just don't want to ruin my language by using abbreviations) got her calculation right.

Yes.We need to do a total of 450 presentation during the whole of 3 years we are in RP.Awesome

-.-

First week of sechool was such a funny experience.Walked into the class expecting to be a loner for the next 15 weeks of my life,when it turned out my classmates were all hella friendly!Biggest relief for the next 15 weeks of my life.

Then all hell broke loose.I was too busy and too absorbed in preparing for our first presentation that I skipped lunch for the first time in like,forever.

I was however really lucky that I don't have lectures in RP.If not,I'll sure be forever lost.So yes,I just have to deal with the remaining 446 presentations,collect 39 more CE(Creative Engagement) points and get these 3 years over with.

So,yesterday,since we finished school a tiny bit early,we(Me,Liyana,Izzah and Hanisah) headed to Bishan Stadium where Irsyad Sport Day was being held.Got to meet old friends and teachers.Talked with Mr Hazrin and met the other teachers as well.Great time.Really worth the sweat!

And of course,some pictures.

Went back home and did the RJ(Reflection Journal) and watched some TV!Like finally.I watched some TV marathon especially those american shows that I've been missing out on.ON DEMAND.(Stupid star**b).Lucky I'm on Mio.I still think that Mio is good when the whole world seemed to be against me.

Okay.Done.

Oh yeah,a photo of my classmates.

(some are missing due to 2hr 15 mins of break.)

2011-04-18T21:46:00.002+08:00

I've said it again and again but heck cares I'm going to say it again.

I SURVIVED MY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL AS A POLY STUDENT!

It ain't that bad.I feel like I was studying.Really lucky to have very cooperative,communicative and responsive teammates.My facilitator was also very clear in her explaination but I don't know,a teeny-bitsy scary.That's all.Haha.I didn't even get to eat lunch because I was so absorbed in making sure we got all our slides were ready for presentation by 1.30pm which of course,being the first day,is impossible.Luckily,Faci was lenient as it was our first day.Well,better buckle up right now.

As for being social,let's just put myself at the bottom of the pyramid for now.Yes,I am that pessimistic.I still feel very insecure and quite uncomfortable with my classmates.I don't know maybe it's the new surrounding.New challenges everyday.

Whatever it is,please Allah,give me a chance to redeem myself.Give me the opportunities to make my parents proud.I want to be successful.I wish to be exemplary.Oh Allah,please guide me and make sure that in my pursuing of success and worldly matters,I shall remember you all the times and be thankful of what you have given me so far.Oh Allah,lead me to the straight path,the path of those who is faithful to you.Oh Allah,the most merciful and the most understanding.Amin.

Well,off to sleep now.That is if I feel like sleeping.Goodnight world,stay happy and full of faith.

2011-04-16T00:35:00.002+08:00

I am going to give myself the biggest {face palm} in my whole entire life.

I f you guessed right,yes,that's my reaction to adjusting to poly life.From the over excessive skinship to the whole new level of dirty jokes to the unhealthy food served to the "eh,sia","ape sia","what the hell sia".ETC ETC.

How I wished I am still in my mother's womb.Sigh.

People kept telling me that I just need a few days to adjust fully to the new surrounnding and the new friends.Well,it is easier said than done.Firstly,your class don't have minahs.FOUR HARDCORE MINAH.One is not so minah,but what difference does it make.The chinese,well,let's not talk about that.Those who know me sure know.Those who don't know me but still want the answer,sorry,no more application form for retrieving of answers.Since Republic's study system is a hell different from other polys.They have daily grades and that's why I cannot afford to slack.They have daily presentation and that's why I cannot afford to be shy,which I am.

Just now's third day orientation was the most alive I have ever felt in those three days.But my mind was off to somewhere else.MY CLASSMATES.

Please Allah.I shall let you give me guidance and may we not forget our prayers however busy we got and how little time we had.

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2011-04-16T00:32:00.001+08:00

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2011-04-12T22:12:00.003+08:00

Thank you Azlin.Again.Haha.

So,today woke up at the earliest time I've ever woke up yet.6.00am.Please take note of that,thank you very much.

Went and accompany little brother to polyclinic since mother's working.Got back home,had a mini breakfast and went into a couch potato mode for about an hour.

*an hour later*

Got up,getting ready to go out,and swoooosh....I'm at the mrt station the next moment.Nah,still have to take a feeder bus.

So I alighted at Tiong Bahru mrt station ,met Azlin and we made our way to eighteenchef restaurant.It was our first time there.The ordering system is kind of the same as Mad Jack and no service charge too!Just like Mad Jack.I ordered Cheese Baked Rice with Japanese Curry Sauce and Chicken Sausage.I tell ya,when they mean baked cheese,they really mean LOTS AND LOTS of cheese.Best cheese ever.It gives Pizza Hut a run for their money.Thick layer of cheese.The Japanese Curry Sauce is not so overpowering.The single scoop chocolate AND chips ice-cream is close to a perfect texture.It was not as hard as an ice nor was it as soft as a gravy.You get what I mean.

Pricing (4/5)

Ambience (3.5/5)

Service (4/5)

Food (4/5)

So yeah,after lunch we headed down to Bugis.I tell ya,that place is getting conquered by male fashion and very nice design indeed.It's just that,now we're addicted to online shopping,we'll pass by a certain shirt and we'll went,"Gmarket is cheaper".

So I did a little shopping and we reminisced about the days when we were still searching for work.It was pretty hilarious and come to think of it,we needn't be that desperate!But those days are over.Even my working days are over for now.Which brings me to.............................

REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC ORIENTATION IS TOMORROW.

*GASPS*

Yes,I must admit I am super scared and afraid.New friends,new trends,new environment,new of everything.

Please pray for me.I hope I meet good friends.One who can make me stay on track with my religious belief.One who always remind me of my wrongdoing.One who won't mock me in front of everybody.One who,most importantly,want to make me go to school everyday.

THE ONE.

I just hope it's gonna be easy.Else it's gonna get messy.

2011-04-11T16:30:00.003+08:00

Yeap.That's what happened on a typical girls day out for the Johari's family.

Yesterday,Me,Mother and my sister went to the last day of The Great Electronic and Furniture Fair which isn't so great.It's conducted in a much more smaller scale compared to the IT Fair held way back in march.Also,the furniture fair seemed to be conquered by the Novena Furniture.

Didn't planned to get anything in paticular,so we just walked about.Then,*BOOMZ*a New York Skin Solution was having an offer.2 treatment for $10.So I took up the offer and yes,$10 flew away.

Another*BOOMZ*.Yun Nam Hair Care was also having the same offer so my sister signed up and yes,another $10 flew away.

We also bought a non-chemical 'bugs killer' for $5. Bye bye money.

Then finally,my sister decided to be an 'itchy-bitch' and went for a $10 facial at DermaFloral which doesn't even seemed to have a streaming flow of customers and the manager smiled as if Botox was injected to his face every 5 minutes.(Please don't tell me it's true)

So after that,went for a pretty late lunch at Burger King then went home.Well,for my mother at least.I decided that the night is still early so went to Jurong Point and sister tagged along.I bought a Louise Hi-Top and a Jade Plimsole shoes.Bwahahaha~

That's about it and as today's monday and I have monday blues,so no interesting thing to blog about.Live life happily sexy bitches.

2011-04-08T13:02:00.002+08:00

Gosh.

Yesterday marks the end of my working life before school starts.Loads of ups and downs.Said oure goodbyes and all.Me,Aliah and Liyana are kind of the last batch to go because the others' last day was the day before.Friends made,memories created.

People are suppose to lose weight when they started working,but for me,I gained 2kg and believe me,those figures are rising pretty fast.

Now,whats left for me,is to wait for school orientation.I've got to say,I am way behind in preparation both mentally,physically and most importantly,emotionally.

Please,please pray for me.

2011-04-04T21:40:00.003+08:00

Such a happy day today at work!

Me,Liyana and Aliah finally got out of 'shelving department' to the 'cycle test department'.Promoted!Haha.

So,I decided to promote ourselves to Senior Cycle Tester!Nah,self-promote only.

We had Ramen Ten for lunch.While the others tried on the ramens,Liyana and I tried the sushis.We practically tried to fill our stomachs with sushis.11 plates in all,but worth the money.Best sushi probably was the tom yum prawn(?).Unexpectedly super spicy but extremely delicious.

This post has been so boring due to the fact that I'm happy today.

Happy day=Boring post

2011-04-03T19:19:00.002+08:00

As promised,a much more happier post and let bygones be bygones.Or,keep it down deep in my heart until a more depressing matter comes up.

Mother cooked a lot today.Like hell lot.There's fried fish,sotong hitam,taugeh goreng,curry,roti prata.No,she didn't make the roti prata,that's just the instant one.BUT STILL.

I dreamt that school started yesterday and I was a loner!Like the kind of loner that made people do a list of loners in school.Oh Allah,please let me not be that and provide me with a lot of good friends just like You've given me now,but I want more.If that's possible.Please make me distant myself from any boys,men,apeks etc etc.

I decided not to keep everything to myself.I realised I have lots of good friends whom I can trust some of them even with my life.Some friends disappoint you some friends don't.I believe friends that I'm with,are all the latter.Gahhaahh..

O n a lighter note,work had just been reduced to 3 more days only!Instead of the planned 7 more days or so.I'm so happy when I received the email from Edward that I can't sto peating and thinking about outings and plans!Please feel happy for me for I am really happy now!Now,isn't that one such happy post?OTL OTL OTL.

Alright, I got tonnes of ironing to do.Ciao.

i believe i can fly~

I know I can fly.Can I?Don't doubt me.

2011-04-02T00:25:00.002+08:00

Confused.Angry.Upset.Moody.Disappointed.Depressed.

Yeah.that pretty much sums up everything about today.Had a little breakdown but will not elaborate here.Luckily Dhania was there in my time of desperate needs.I wished I hadn't take up this job.I wished I need not meet some of them everyday.I wished,my parents were there so I can bury my face in the arms to show that I'm just tired of world's drama and cry my bleeding heart out.

My body is weakening day by day.Strength ain't the only weapon to fight this unfair world.As days grew to weeks,I'm left wondering if this world is going to get any crueler for me to discover.I'm left pondering if friends should be called 'true friends',or merely a 'paid-by-the-hour friends'.

Changes are prone to happen.It is just whether one realises it or not.Yes,I have changed.I am no longer an optimist.I don't believe that everyone should be called friends even after you've known them for more than 6 years,as an example.I no longer believe true love existed.So that brings me to a little note to a friend:

Dear Friend,

Yes,yes,I know I ain't perfect.I know I'm definitely not the best person to be saying this.But here I am,in desperation,hoping that you'll realise the changes I've seen in you.You see,when I first get to know you,one word describes everything about you.Innocence.No worry.So carefree.You just don't give a damn about things you.To me,you're one hell of a unique kid.

Now,almost everything bothers you.The face,the clothes,the boys,the surroundings,the whole of everything.Who are you now?Can you even answer?There are moments when I just feel too awkward to be standing beside you.I can just sigh and watch as you change and I just felt myself distancing from you.

I want the old you back.

Alright,I promised next post will be a happy one.If I'm in a happy mood by the next post.

2011-04-01T00:22:00.003+08:00

Yes Edward,thank you for noticing we're just too tired nowadays.

See,my Boss was so pitiful on us that he gave us a 15 minutes break to change our pathetic/tired/pitiful/weary faces to bright/cheerful one.Yar right,as if.So of course the 15 minutes break turns to a more than 30 minutes one since Edward went home already and the supervisors are just too busy to notice us slacking.

And I must realised school's going to started 18 days!That's like less than 3 weeks.Am I prepared?Am I ready?Am I confident?Questions I don't dare answer right now.

I finally ate Ramen Ten just now with Liyana,Hanisah and Azlin during our lunch hours.Incredibly tasty.OMG.Will be back for round two for sure.Lots of pictures taken but of course,only for my private viewing.Thank you very much.

That's about it.That's my life today.Simple ain't it?

2011-03-30T23:16:00.002+08:00

Today!
My stomach digested:

-a slice of bread,

-lemak ikan with rice

-some spaghetti

-some fried mee

-lots of skittles

...and some other craps.

Today!

Life's hightlight:

-leg cramps

-one hour overtime

-got salary

-a lot of pissing off

stupid mcdonalds scammed me with the double chocolate frappe.

Life's good.

2011-03-29T00:29:00.002+08:00

SEVERE EXHAUSTION.

Yeah,that's how I should be describing the state I am in right now.Also,I got so easily pissed off nowadays but of course chose to just not to blow my top off.IF I really do blow my top off,then Rachel will be cremated/buried first.She's getting very demanding,overly ambitious and irritating lately.As there's so many new kids,of course they are prone to make mistake when sorting the books.And thiis (damn you) Rachel will give this some kind of assumption that we(my friends and I)are doing it wrong.

And just now,right around 6.15pm,SHE STARTED TO SORT THE CHINESE ADULT FICTION.With just 45 more minutes to go.And I am talking about lots and lots of boxes to sort.More than 7o(understated) boxes I think.And by the end of it,we were just too tired and the selfish boys doesn't even bother to help!Right,these are just one of the reasons why I hate guys so much.They just one big fatass jerks with balls.Well,most of them at least are.There's also guys like Ron and Sam who really defines what men are supposed to be like.GENTLEMEN.And since both of them were not around on Monday,we suffered(no surprises).And then there's the cutex girls who think that break is every hour.They are in a way,selfish.There's also the pampered girl who keeps on complaining about.......everything.Not the kind of empty complains me and my friends rambles about,but really,seriously,she complains and whines a lot.

CLEMENCE.Thank you for being the only chinese girl that I can be with and very comfortable.Stop being so apologetic.Haha.

Alright.My bed had made the callings.Sleep time.

2011-03-27T15:24:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the long absence.

Yes,I've started working and I tell you,it felt totally different from SRPL(Serangoon Public Library).This time,it was Clementi Public Library.This time,we can't make that much of anoise we made back at SRPL.This time most of the newcomers sucks.This time the guys truly are lazy bums(well some of them,at least aren't).Apart from carrying boxes and some sorting,they don't do anything much.This time,it's a 8.30am-7pm working time and that is,before OT.This time,I really wished I invented a poison early enough to kill Rachel.She's getting on my nerve lately.It's seriously pissing me off.

Back at SRPL,I always look forward to next day of work.Now at Clementi,I just can't wait till the freaking Sunday comes and the freaking 11th April(last day).If it wasn't for the fact that it's a $6/hour job and the fact that it's quite near my house,I would have seriously not be taking up this job in the first place.

This job just doesn't feel right.I am already searching for a weekend job that can last throughout my poly years.If I really got a job before the 11th April,then,yeah,I'll be quitting this current job which just felt all so wrong in the first place.It's not as if my quitting would be a lost to anybody especially Rachel.

Haiz,and life just continues riding the Battlestar Galactica with no ending.My life is just waiting for another hurdle.Another challenge.Life isn't unfair,because if that's the case,are you trying to say God is unfair?After all,He gave us life.

2011-03-16T18:13:00.003+08:00

Screw it man.

So today I had my laptop configured.Went from Window 7 Home Premium to Window 7 Enterprise since Republic Polytechnic doesn't accept the former.That's not the worse part.The worse part was the fact that my laptop went from 64-bit operating system to 32-bit operating system!

Yeah,no big deal some may say.But try switching on your laptop before the configuration then,switching on after the configuration.Hell.I felt like screaming out loud.Why RP?Why are you ruining my life in ways I don't understand?Huh?

So while waiting for the laptop to be configured,Iza and I headed to KFC to have our breakfast(my breakfast actually) after we were told that it took around 4 hours to have it configured.Met Dhania accidentally,talked for a while and then back to RP.
Now I have a whole lot of software in my laptop and felt confused and scared.Confused on how to operate it and scared that school is starting.

Shit.This is what happen when I'm too serious in a post.This post had been boring.Mind you.

2011-03-15T18:23:00.003+08:00

I am an absolute dummy when it comes to technical terms.I don't know what drivers cd is,I don't know how to back up my files(I mean do I seriously place the files onto my hands and backing it up?) and I don't know(until now) differences between notebook,netbook,toughbook and laptop.*facepalm*

These days,I've been eating too much.I worry too much then I eat too much.These eating can't simply stop!Those tiny and big foods need me to eat them!They want to venture my stomach!My intestines!And finally,out they went to the toilet bowl.*poop*

Disgusting.

God,what am I doing right now?People are so busy with their life and here I am sitting at a chair making my butt bigger and sexier.haiz.

Oh well,since I don't have anything to do right now,I'll just bloghop and hopes to come across interesting blogs unlike mine.

2011-03-12T12:02:00.002+08:00

Hey nuggets.

Well,today nothing much happened.Mother went off to Aljunied Maulidur Rasul which I so dreaded on going so I gave it a pass.Currently slacking away at home watching series marathon(again) at MIO TV(time to do something starhub.grrr).

Today I decided to delete my other blog since I know I can't handle two blogs at once.Maybe writing isn't for me.Maybe imagination is all I needed and need not put that in writing.Maybe I'm just getting darn busier by the day.Maybe I should stop saying the word 'maybe''.

It's hard to blog when you really have nothing much going on with your life.Really.I woke up,do my Suboh,sleep,woke up again,bath,eat,watch TV,do my Zuhor,ahhh you get the hint.

Bitch me.

2011-03-11T22:07:00.004+08:00

Oh shit.(yeah,what a way to start a post)

I mean the last time I posted was 11 february 2011 and hello~~ one month later~
I can say a lot had happened since.The last day of work at Serangoon Public Library was 21 february and I can say it had been a blast.But I don't speak for others who worked surrounding us..We were loud,annoying,talkative,hyperactiveplayful but hey,we get the job done,boss.

So yeah,after that life went back to normal,or so I thought.Got the poly enrolment letter on the last day of work.I didn't even get my rest!It was back to 'work'again.It's not as if the school pays us for getting the enrolment done.INSTEAD!It was us having to pay an enrolment fee of $117.Injustice?Tell me about it.

After much series marathon at MIO TV(i have all channels and series!take that starhub cables!)
I went to IT FAIR yesterday and bought a DELL laptop.yay me.So booked and appointment on 15th march to ask school to configure laptop.Today went to IT FAIR again,to accompany Azlin to survey for laptops.Her first non-hand-me-down laptop!good for her.I tell ya,it super-packed .Even more than yesterday.I like it.I like the crowd.I like myself.

(my new laptop.15.6inch)

Haiz.This always happened.Jammed brain.

2011-02-11T23:57:00.002+08:00

Let's be serious for a post this one time okay?

Everybody in this world is here for a reason.EVERYBODY.Not a single human being on a earth is her for nothing.

Celebrities are here so as to fill up empty pages on newspaper.
Presidents are here so protest can happen.(refer to Egpt's unrest please)
Rich people are here so they can donate.
Poor people are here to make the rich ones look richer.
Good people are here to make the world a better place.
Bad people are here to make good people look better.
Cleaners are here to make this world a cleaner place.
Criminals are here so judges and lawyers have jobs to do.

Now,these are some of the examplesBut some people really are here for a bigger reason.Example being,ME.

I am here because I am just heavily awesome and highly beautiful.I am here because,if I'm not,where do you think Tyra bank s and Heidi Clum learnt to catwalk?How do you think Kelly Clarkson can sing?And who do you think planted the idea to Michael Jackson to turn his skin to white?

ME.

My mother is here so they can give birth to me.The awesome me.
My father is here to feed me and made sure I stay awesome.

See?Everybody is here for a reason.

I am high now.

2011-02-09T22:45:00.005+08:00

REMINDER:JANNAH BINTE JOHARI and NURLIYANA BTE AGUS shall not do any single shopping again!We shall repent and resist ourselves.

Okay,reason is,after work we(Aliah,Me,Izzah,Hanisah,Liyana) shopped around NEX shopping mall and Aliah bought two clothes,one being her FIRST DRESS.When he bought the 2nd dress so fast after the first,I thought to myself,wow,Aliah sure do pick her dress fast.So after that we separated while Me and Liyana when home together because she's having dinner with her family at Jurong Point.Our main aim when reaching Jurong Point is to head straight to Cotton On.We were practically sailing through when suddenly!

A GIOVANNA SHOP.

We just went in wanting to check around when suddenly we saw the same shoe at bugis that we want to buy but no size.So we just called the sales assistant to get our respective size,tried it on,and paid for it!WITHOUT ANY SECOND THOUGHT!It was really totally bizarre!Spending a mere 5 minutes(or less) in a shop and actually buying something!And of course that made my money stack all the more thinner.I hope the reminder above will stop me from any furhter shopping.Tired and off to bed.

(the 5mins(or less) shoes.Mine is the white shoelace.)

P/S:Liyana,let's go bugis again!~

Another P/S:The dress Aliah bought really look sweet on her!

2011-02-08T11:45:00.002+08:00

Not working today.$50 flew away.Damn.

Well,here I am,waiting for the JAE appeal result.I have mixed feelings about it.I mean,if I succeeded and got into the Biotechnology course,I get to learn about food,but then no Liyana as a classmate.If I did not succeeded and retain the Pharmaceutical course,I got Liyana as a classmate but,hengh,no food learning.

But either way,I am still happy and contented.

This has been a short post.Very sorry.Will post about the result later in the afternoon(:

2011-02-05T23:17:00.002+08:00

Uwwwaahhhaaaahhhhaaaaa......

I'm a dead pan.I'm sick man.My temperature been going up and down.My money stack is getting thinner by the day.My life is gettting more dull.

Just got back from short daytrip to Johor(or was it Johor Bahru?or Johor Baru?or Baharu?),and i tell ya,it was intense throughout.Massive jams and stupid nyonya and dirty surrounding and annoying nyonya etc etc.Whilst there,I managed to grab every single hair accessories that I could get my hands on.

Well,currently I'm waiting for my appeal result.Got into Pharmaceutical Sciences at RP(alhamdulillah) but decided to appeal to Biotechnology(also at RP).Whatever the result is,I'll just be contented with it and study hard,and smart,okay.

Also,I MISS ALL MY ANTISOCIALS BUDDIES.We should have a last meetup before we really,really go our separate ways,girls.This is a demand.An order.My last will and testament.PLEASE.

On other news,left with two more weeks to the end of my current job and then,wala!~I'm still thinking if I want to apply for a job at Singpost while doing my studies at poly.It depends.See if I can cope.

Last but not least,I AM BEAUTIFUL AND KATY PERRY IS MY SCANDAL CURRENTLY.

2011-02-03T16:01:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was awesome shopping day!well,for me at least.

I met Liyana at City Hall mrt station around 11.30am and we headed down to Peninsula Plaza which fortunately wasn't close.My intention for going there was actually to buy t-shirts.$1.90 per piece!Who's gonna give it a miss?But I frigging forgotten which shop that sells the t-shirts that I want.So I ended up buying;

[a pair of jeans]
[a hoody]

....I don't even know why I bought a hoody.

So after that we took a bus to bugis.For your information,please take bus 130.Me and Liyana just found out about that.Yeah,I admit,I am an mrt-person.Whatever.

So the journey took 15 mins and wala!~

So during our time in bugis,I managed to buy;

[a dress]
[a wallet]
[a giovanna shoe]
[a bag]
[3 bangles]
[a foot file]
[a backscrubber]
[watermelon juice]

I also managed to persuade Liyana to buy a matching shoe with me!We also got ourselves a matching wallet!

After that we went to Masjid Sultan to perform our Zuhur prayer.Then to Arab Street to buy 'Aliah's tudung.Of course I can't resist buying an unexpectedly $6 bag.And again,I managed to persuade Liyana to buy the bag too!So at Arab Street I bought;

[a bag]

Lastly,I accompanied Liyana to Causeway Point as she want to buy her headphone(her original intention of going out).

BUT!alas,lady luck went home early and forgot all about us.Just as we were reaching the shop,the shutters were already half down.I felt really,really bad for Liyana.Almost to the point of depression.Feeling rejected,we went to KFC and gobbled down our sorrows.Just before I went home,I managed to buy;

[a shoe]

So overall,I spent a total of $102.20 including food and all.Enough rambling.

I AM SO SORRY NURLIYANA BTE AGUS.

2011-01-22T11:30:00.002+08:00

So jyeeah,hell yeah.

Started my new job at yet-to-be-opened Seranggoon Public Library yesterday and it was hella awesome.I finally felt like I was working hard.What's more,working with Aliah and Azlin.So jyeeah,hell yeah it was hella awesome.
Backache?check.
Fingernails hurting?check.
Sleepy?check.
Tired?check.

Gah....I feel awesome.It is with such regret that this work will only be until the 17th february 2011.But hey,by then I would have make almost as twice the money I made over the same period of time at Guardian.Gah...I feel awesome.Today I was supposed to work at the library but then,I promised my supervisor I'll come for today and tomorrow's schedule.A promise is a promise.But heck cares,who cares?

"Awesomity* shall always be in me."

*word does not exist.

2011-01-15T01:19:00.002+08:00

Gah.....

I'm tired.Joseph,or should I say,LEE MIN HOA(pun intended),is seriously getting on my nerve!He kept bullying me and me,likewise.And he still haven't notice like hello!,you ain't got any abs okay,so cut it out.pffft.

I just have to wait for one more week then I am officially not working at Guardian anymore.Instead!I shall be working at Serangoon Public Library.

Oh,I still haven't tell you guys about my Olevel result.Well,generally I scored okaaaaay~.It was really unexpected that I managed to pass every subject.I was dumbstruck the moment I got my result.I was disappointed with my English result though.A pass,but not the kind of pass that I want.Well,I'll be retaking my English only while doing a course at poly hopefully.

Okay,I'll just go and zzzzzzZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZ....

2010-12-29T00:17:00.003+08:00

I AM QUTTING GUARDIAN.

No.Please don't be upset or shocked by my latest confession.My reasons are very reasonable.

Firstly,I seriously think this auntie at Guardian hates all malays that she only scold me and the other malay girl.

Secondly,this female supervisor of mine,will keep cursing.I find it amusing and kind of cool during my first few days at work,but after that it kind of get fucking scary.And she'll curse me even if I get a little bit blur and did a small mistake.

Thirdly,my salary got fucking delayed.They didn't even tell us this when I first applied for the job!
So,if you started work on December,you'll get the fucking salary for December only on the end of January.and it just snowballed........

and snowballed.........

and snowballed........

ok.i'm going to bed.gonna cry my heart out.fuck you guardian.fuck you mhaven.fuck you cash register.fuck you delayed salary.fuck you stupid keyboard.

2010-12-26T00:21:00.002+08:00

Before I go blabbering about what I'm about to say about what happened today,don't get me wrong,I will still work there and I will still........gahh,you what I mean.

Well,today I went to work with high spirit since it's Christmas.The moment I got there,Auntie Helen ask me to go to another Guardian to collect stuff.I dutifully follow then.

All was well.We ate pizza.Exhange presents.Not too many customers.Not to many transactions to do.No problem at all.

Up till the point I was counting money for my cash till register.Guess what?I am short of......*pause for special effect*...........$52.50!Even my colleague's cash till register is short of $50.33.How can be that both cash till register are short of more than $50,same day?!

*Warning.here comes the cursing*

I MEAN,HOW CAN I BE SHORT OF $52.50???HOW THE FUCK DID THAT HAPPENED.I SURE DID CHECK MY NETS AND CREDITS TRANSACTION CAREFULLY.I SURE DID GIVE THE RIGHT CHANGES.I AM MOST SURE I DID NOT STEAL ANY MONEY.

SO WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?MY THEORY IS,I BLAME IT ON THE MORNING SHIFT PEOPLE.
SO,MORNING PEOPLE,READ THIS:
FUCK YOU MORNING PEOPLE.I HOPE YOUR MOTHER ATE KWAY TEOW AND CHOKE AND VOMIT THEN CHOKE AGAIN ON HER VOMIT.I HOPE YOUR FATHER RUN AWAY WITH PROSTITUTES AND HAS LOADS OF BABIES THAT IS PRETTIER THAN YOU AND THEN HE'LL DISOWN YOU,SON-OF-A-BITCH.

YOU'RE SUCH A BASTARD AND I HOPE YOU LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY SOON TO A GUY WITH HIGH SPERM COUNT SO YOU WILL GET PREGNANT THEN HE'LL LEAVE YOU FOR A ONE-EYED HOOKER.

Thank You and have a nice-fucking day,morning people.

*end*

Well,please,if you have a better one than the one I just did,drop a tag.

2010-12-23T14:08:00.003+08:00

Well,first of all.I heard that prom was cancelled.Not that I was kind of expecting it,but I knew it was coming.And believe me,this cancellation does not make me all the more happy.

Enough about that.

It has been a pretty fun week for me this week.Though this week has yet come to an end,I hope the good things keep rolling.

On monday went to work and my duty for that day was cashiering.It was scary but as I am already used to it,so it's fine.Furthermore,there's a new girl-same age,no prior experience,from ITE.I had to be her mentor and teach her how to do cashiering and she was surprised I had only worked there for two weeks.I was spared from Joseph's teasing because it was his off day.

On Tuesday I took an off day so I can meet Dhania.We talked and talked and talked and talked and eat and eat and talked and eat and talked.By the time we were about to make our move,the carpet was a mess with lots of crumbs.I t was Dhania's fault.Really.I told her to eat carefully.

On wednesday went to work but managed to escaped from doing cashiering.Instead I did stocking up of products and as usual,Joseph and Singyee made my day.We tried to escape early and exited through the other exit and went home but then Edgar(supervisor) called Joseph.I can't help but to laugh.Nevertheless,we still managed to got out earlier.

Well,can't say much about thursday.Today is not yet over but I prayed hard that may today be better than the day before.And by the way,I can't blog that much because I had to keep in mind,nobody ever read my blog anymore.Sayonara.

P/s:anybody has any idea what butterfly bread is?

2010-12-21T19:17:00.002+08:00

*after much staring at the wall*

Guys,I want to marry Voldermort.Hear out my reasons before you are bewildered.

1.He has no hair.That certainly save money on shampoo.Shampoo's price are on the rise.

2.He has very(very,very) small nostrils which make his sniffing skill very limited.So when I fart,he'll be lovingly saying "Oh honey,I like that smell".

3.He wears the same black clothing all over again.I mean come on!How much money can you save by doing just that?!

4.He has a wand.North Korea has nuclear weapons and they are still weak.Voldermort has only one stupid stick and he can kill loads of people.Avadra Kedavra!

5.I've been having scandal with him since before he killed Harry Potter's parents.

There's also reasons why I couldn't marry him.Only two.

1.Harry Potter defeated him.Darn you Harry!

2.Oh shit.He doesn't even exist.Darn you J.K Rowling!

2010-12-16T13:54:00.002+08:00

Some people say work can be tiring.I,fortunately,am not one of these people.I enjoy my work.I love my work.I can't wait to go to work.

Let me begin this post by saying,alhamdulillah,I am officially working at Guardian and no,I did not work with Azlin.

Life at work was amazingly fun.I thought it's going to be horrible with bossy managers,HULK-y supervisors and arrogant colleagues.But no,that doesn't seem to be the case.Managers are excruciatingly fun,supervisors are good and colleagues are very inviting and comforting.
Above all,they definitely do not have any problems with me wearing tudung which to some other racist employers,is a potential problem and suspicions of terrorism.Nah...the latter was just exaggeration.

Enough about work.I don't want people to think this post as part of showing off.
Will get back here when I want to get back here.So long suckas.

2010-12-07T00:12:00.002+08:00

Annnnnnnd....................

I have officially given birth to my 12th child.Am still in confinement period.

Nah,just pulling your legs.
I am writing crap here because I am fully aware that by now nobody would be reading my blog anymore.It's just plain stagnant around here.

Life so far is dull.I still haven't done my year-end stationery shopping,checking my booklist,revising some subject and God knows what else.And then I realised,I am not schooling anymore!I have graduated from Madrasah Al-Irsyad Al-Islamiah on the 29th of September 2010.
Life now has been a complete turnaround.I didn't exactly know what I meant by that,it just sounded nice.

Even after months of not updating,I still don't know what to blog about.
Will be back when I've cracked my brain fully.

2010-03-26T21:15:00.003+08:00

GOING ON A HIATUS,WILL BE BACK AFTER THE LAST PAPER OF GCE O-LEVEL OR AFTER I HAD MY 12TH CHILD.

2010-02-13T20:29:00.002+08:00

BROKEN MEMORIES

Do you remember telling me something

That you promised never to leave me

I was feeling ecstatic when you told me

Felt so assured of this reality

No matter how,no matter when

No matter why,no matter where

Everyday,everynight

No matter what

Sunny day,rainy day

Winter’s always

But hey man,that’s just some memories

Some broken one you gave it to me

And hey man,now it’s just some fantasies

Some broken memories….hey.

Now I was walking down that pavement

Can’t find you because you’re absent

From this love,this relationship

I tried to hold on every minute

And it kept getting loose and I’m losing it

And these broken memories are now long gone

It’s useless and my feeling’s torn

Time to move on far beyond

Because hey man,it’s just some broken memories

By Jannah Johari

2010-01-18T20:56:00.000+08:00

my mother just gave me a full back massage.IT HURT BIG TIME.

2010-01-17T17:13:00.000+08:00

MICHAEL HEART
WE WILL NOT GO DOWN

A blinding flash of white light
Lit up the sky over Gaza tonight
People running for cover
Not knowing whether they’re dead or alive

They came with their tanks and their planes
With ravaging fiery flames
And nothing remains
Just a voice rising up in the smoky haze

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

Women and children alike
Murdered and massacred night after night
While the so-called leaders of countries afar
Debated on who’s wrong or right

But their powerless words were in vain
And the bombs fell down like acid rain
But through the tears and the blood and the pain
You can still hear that voice through the smoky haze

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

2010-01-10T01:20:00.004+08:00

school's update.

first week of school had been quite laid back.i don't say we have to stay like this until the 'O' levels.full gear will be up and running by next week,insyaallah.

monday:first day of school and its raining.mother nature has been stern with us.it may looked cloudy at 1.30pm and then out of a sudden at 1.37pm it is super humid and hot(me).

tuesday:had the cheering competition.our class(S5 CORDOVA,hands up),won third place.FT said that she heard from the judges the reason we won was because we were comfortable performing.here's the real fact found it wikipedia,WE WERE NOT!me and dhania were so freaking out of how our cheer turns out to be.i guess the reason we won was because we are the third best from the worst.

wednesday:official light studies started.at this rate,if one more teacher said anything about 'O; levels,i think my stomach will have another deadly wave of tsunami.

thursday:too boring for anything to happen.

friday:we had our first contact time!=.=we had the sharing session and then 3 minutes later we found our selves devouring the foods!!!i contributed money to buy water.50 cents!after school,me,aliah,nabillah went to ngee ann polytechnic for the open house.dhania and syuhada joined later.it was fun but of couse we did not get the chance to explore all within a period of 1 hour and a half.

saturday:me and nabillah went to nanyang polytechnic.we tour the nursing couse especially.not that we are too interested.i just want to broaden my choices.the tour guides were hysterical.they did not even know the directions od their own school.and i love the simulation centre where we got to treat and 'patient' who respond to our questions!
then at around 1pm after meeting up with aliah,we went to temasek polytechnic and meet up with azlin and nazihah and dunno-the-name-girl.i finally got the queries about BAKING AND CULINARY SCIENCE!and let me tell you,it was worth the one hour journey!!temasek polytechnic is so still having the high school spirit kind of school!it was rocking!one student there literally took a frog out of a plastic bag and shove to us and then she was like"the frog almost died!"(because she grabbed too hard.)
after that,parted with azlin and gang,and headed to singapore polytechnic.nothing much to tell.people just minded their own business i guess.did not even get a goodie bag!*fuming*
after that,aliah went home and its me and nabillah again.went to ngee ann polythecnic(again) and get another goodie bag!and enjoy some nescafe too.i'm addicted now.going to rehab soon.

that's about it and this is such a freaking long post.i know.

2010-01-03T23:37:00.001+08:00

Raihan should be reading this,i guess.i mean she really should.

i found this on some random website i surfed.

Letting Go

by Judy Burnette

How do you walk away from someone you love
And take the road of friend;
Can you reroute the course you have taken
And start over once again?

I don't really want to let you go
But inside me I know I must;
The times we've loved . . . the times you've left
My heart says stay . . . but it's my mind I must trust.

We have shared so much together
Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears;
Yet sometimes we can't turn back time
We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal.

I know one day you will be happy
And your soulmate you will find;
I know we each have one out there
Even if for now . . . only in our minds.

May life be gentle with you
May God's best come your way;
And on some quiet tomorrow
You will realize things were better this way.

2010-01-02T17:54:00.003+08:00

i just came back from causeway point with liyana and khai.i tried to find a very belated present for malyssa but can't seemed to find the thing she wants so i bought something else.

i am still trying to get over the lost of my shades.*griefing*

my mood was okay though until the bus waiting part.i waited the whole lot of 20 MINUTES for a 242 bus to come!!!even bus 192 which come every 10 minutes had already came twice bi then.by the time the bus came,an aunty scold the bus driver and the driver just stare at her!!what has become of SBS TRANSIT fabulous service?!this is an uproar!

*breath in,breath out*

2010-01-01T23:54:00.000+08:00

countdown to school opening:2 more days.

I AM TIRED TO POST TODAY.

2010-01-01T01:22:00.004+08:00

WOW,this will be my first 2010 blog posting.

I shall dedicate this post to family,friends and all who made me live life in the year 2009.

firstly,i would like to thank Allah s.w.t for giving me such wonderful gift in 2009.the gift of family and friends,the gift of happiness,the gift of knowledge and above all,the gift of life.i had hoped i will not waste it but unfortunately i did the opposite and for that,forgive me.

to my family(and also relatives),what more have you not done for me?you guys are my source of happiness.i am so blessed to have such wonderful parents and siblings.i am very much happy and proud to be living under the same roof with my family.i prayed hard that Allah s.w.t would not take my source of happiness right now.Thank You.

to my friends,there are things we did worth remembering,mistakes worth forgiving and experience worth learning.you guys filled my life with laughter.i cannot imagine the world f i hadn't met you guys,and for that,i am glad.Thank You.

and to all who made me live life in 2009,may Allah s.w.t bless all of you,and don't forget,you still have to make me smile and live life in 2010(:Thank You.

Oh Allah,You have given me so many chances but i kept making so many mistake.i hoped those chances will keep pouring in and i am also gratel for the You have given me.I am pretty contented with the life i am going through now.Thank You.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EARTH PEOPLE!
-jana-

2009-12-10T23:09:00.003+08:00

today's update.

i woke up at 10am and my mom is already on the computer trying to improve her restaurant city scores on facebook.i went straight to the kitchen and found.......................

nothing.no food or what else.not even a bit of yesterday's leftovers.(did we cooked yesterday?)
of course my pampered stomach is already growling and i forced my mother to cook us something edible.

so,at 1pm we are off to the ICA building to collect my new passport and jumped 140 queues because we already made our appointment.

then,went for window shopping at suntec city mall,already aiming what we desire when father's bonus arrive.

and then i went to the library while my mom and my two younger siblings went to IMM.i joined them later at 6pm and found out my brother is already covering himself with tonnes of foam.turned out,there's a foam party to those under 1.4m!!here are the pictures:

huh.some kids really do know how to enjoy themselves.
*straing enviously at my brother*

2009-12-10T00:20:00.003+08:00

*still can't get over the feeling that sezairi is in the final*

i mean,why sezairi?

heck cares.

today,i merely walked around the house and suddenly got a brilliant idea of mopping the floor of the entire house(bedrooms not included) and now my back huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrts.

tomorrow,i will be picking up my new improved and upgraded passport with my very significantly beautiful face on it.the person who made my passport(is it called passport-makers?)will surely wonderd and whispered "this girl is so beautiful" to his or her colleagues.

right now,i'm trying to envisioned how ken lim would react if sezairi wins Singapore Idol.

*still envisioning*

2009-12-08T18:01:00.002+08:00

especially for nazihah hamzah:

(nazihah is the one in peach tudung with slightly bigger eyes than liyana)

HAPPY SUPER FREAKING NC16TH BIRTHDAY!NOW YOU DON'T HAVE ANYMORE REASON NOT TO DONATE BLOOD!IF YOU STILL DO NO WANT TO,I'LL FORCE YOUR BLOOD OUT!!!

2009-11-16T17:06:00.003+08:00

T-I-R-I-N-G

YES.very tired.not from the amazing race,but from bringing people's thing ranging from shoes to foods to drinks to clothes to mats to any other thing for God sake.i think i gained some muscles just by carrying it.

but today was one of the best day ever.we had our class excursion at sentosa and it started with the amazing race!though i did not take part,i can still feel my friends' anguish and tiredness because of the running.

and for that i want to congratulate you ladies and ladies for taking part in this and giving your support.the weather is also super nice today.this mean mother nature agreed with our excursion.*hail mother nature*.

and here are the winners:

SARA & SHIFA (1ST PLACE)

IZA & FARA (2ND PLACE)

MALYANAH & MAJIDAH & RABIATUL (3RD PLACE)

but to those who can't make it because of unavoidable cicrcumstances,i am truly sorry.
AND I CONGRATULATE OTHER CONSOLATION WINNERS TOO!

I LOVE MY CLASS!

2009-11-02T19:11:00.003+08:00

i am developing fever anytime soon.
let's pray together that i will recover at most by tomorrow,or else,there goes my chance of finishing my end-of-year examination on time.

tomorrow will be math P1 and Malay P2.anybody had finished their revision?raised up your hand.come on ladies abnd ladies, be honest....

I AM LAME.BUT THEN,THERE'S SOMEONE LAMER THAN ME!

2009-10-30T23:44:00.002+08:00

note to self:no more buying shoes for at least a week.

hello!people of the world!LAME.

long time no update.been busy updating the other blog.

CLICK HERE TO VIEW

do go there and read and comment and smile and enjoy and sleep and eat and pray and die there.thank you.wait,don't really die there literally.SO LAME.

what to say?academic exams are nearing.so near but i still don't fill the pressure.I still solely blame it on STE,ruining my life just like that.

(conversation i wished i had with STE)

jana:hey,STE?

STE:what?

jana:you know,you are one mot*** f***er.You destroyed my life.Who created you?

STE:Not nice of you to say that...The MUIS created me and part of your teachers created me.

jana:name me the people so I can go and stab them in the butt and shove my shoes in their mouth.

STE:no!i will not betray them!i'd rather die!*stabbed itself*

jana:*smiles*

(end of conversation)

VERY LAME.

2009-10-05T15:34:00.003+08:00

this is officially my first post of the year after ste!and it felt great!

how does it feel after ste?
plain but i smell freedom.

and by the way,HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAUGHTER OF AGUS!YOU ARE OFFICIALLY NC16 NOW!

..this has been a short post,i'm getting lazy to update...

2009-09-27T20:40:00.000+08:00

ste is tomorrow!
Let the feeling of scary-ness come to me now for four days!
After this is ultimate freedom!let it be worth it!

...and that's life before ste...

...

2009-09-23T19:47:00.002+08:00

15 years ago,i had this unexplainable perspective towards ol people.i USED to think them as a nuisance.i'm very wary of them.

but not since 2 days ago.two very aged people came to sleep at my house temporarily.i was shocked at first,very awkward standing in front of them.looking at them makes me want to run far away to India.but not until 3 hours ago.they make me appreciate life so much.they make me think that being obedient to my parents is so worth it.i just had a convrsation with my ATOK minutes ago.

JANA:atok,ni sape?(pointing at me)

ATOK:yainyainaiyaeiany.....

JANA:ni jana lah...

ATOK:yannyah....(smiling)

JANA:jannnnnnah lah.....

ATOK:cucu aku oioioioi.....(mumble)

JANA:ingat pon...

that was such a short-and-sweet and most probably the most memorable conversation i'd had with atok.

whatever.but that still does not change my view towards old people taking the mrt and expecting people to give seat to them.where's their children?

OMG.crappo-McCreamo.

...and that's life after conversation with atok...

2009-09-11T18:33:00.002+08:00

IT IS OVER!FINALLY!DONE!

yes people,me and my kueh baking members did two recipes today.CHOCOLATE CHIPS COOKIES WITH ALMONDS and HONEY CORNFLAKES.we don't have to taste it,you can know it taste good just by smelling it and staring at it.

oh,although some(two) of them cannot make it,we still left them some.AND two people,specifically known as KHAIRUNNISA and LIYANA showed up in front of iza's house pretty drenched.it looked as though they just came out of the swimming pool.but,it was actually raining=.="

though sara showed up late,but at least she got to do the baking part.iza was the BIGGEST DISASTER of all.although we're doing at HER house,she practically had no idea what is inside the kitchen.for example:

"bibik,mane gula?"

"bibik,ade loyang tak?"

"bibik,macam mane nak pakai oven?"

"bibik,takde telor ehk?"

"eh,mixer ni tak perna pakai tau"

"ni vanilla essence ehk?"

the vanilla essence she was refering to was a peach flavour for jellies.GOD.

pretty fun this year.so guys,wanna start take orders?

...and that's life after some disaster baking...

2009-09-05T13:14:00.003+08:00

i've never been this angry to someone in my sixteen years of wonderful life in this world.

it can get really frustating talking to this someone.it's also the first time in my life that i swear/curse at someone and i really mean it.no fear my dear friends or cousins and relatives or mom&dad or the salesman outside my door,i wasn't refering to you guys,OK?

let's talk about something else.

-prelim results?i screwed it.

-trying to start revision?not started yet.

-angry at someone?you bet,i still am.

-new hairdo?still loving it.

-hungry?since when i'm not?

ouh,and yesterday mom cooked chicken curry and prawns with green chilli.i only have the picture of the prawns with gren chilli only though.

DONE.

..and that's life after getting angry,really angry...

2009-08-27T13:54:00.003+08:00

IT'S OFFICIAL!~

i've officially got a new hairdo and i simply love it.i just love it.
oh,and i didn't come to school today for *achoo* certain unavoidable circumstances.

i planned to revise my tauhid today,hope all goes well.
my tauhid educator had been giving hints that she's about to blew off her top any moment nowadays.i totally understand.it's not easy taking care of bunch like us.
but dear tauhid educator,consider our feelings too,if you know what i meant.

...and that's life after getting a new hairdo...

2009-08-23T15:49:00.003+08:00

well,as you all know,yesterday marked the first day of ramadhan.

here's what my family had for breakfast:

SMASHED CHICKEN WITH SPICES & SALAD(:

BELADO PRAWNS WITH CABBAGES(:

SWEET AND SOUR FISH(:

and during break fast,we kind of stuffed ourselves with these three that there are hardly any leftovers.and as usual i had to do all the cleaning but i surrender to fate.ceyh.

i managed to watch Boys Over Flowers on channel U but lost interest halfway through and went for an early night.

today my momma cooked lemak lodeh and ikan ayam-ayam bakar.

let's just hope it taste better then it sound.gulp.

...and that's life after 1st day of ramadhan...

2009-08-22T16:15:00.002+08:00

just changed my blogskin because the previous one is too cute for me or i'm too cute for the skin.

1st day of ramadhan have arrived my muslims friends!

be glorious because a month from now,is HARI RAYA!

still traumatized by the movie i watched yesterday.

kept imagining the girl.

if this continues,azlin,i want a refund of my ticket(:

...and so,today,nothing much happened because the interesting part is way too personal to be posted.

if you're wondering what the girl from the movie i watched looked like,here she is:

p/s:i think she's officially a friend of azlin now,i guess.

...and that's life after the movie invade my brain...

2009-08-21T20:53:00.002+08:00

angelina jolie and brad pitt,step aside both of you because there's a new and probably the hottest couple in town!

put your hands together for ryan reynolds and scarlett johannson!
they both deserve each other and will surely make beautiful babies!
they don't even have to adopt,like what big mouth angie do!

oh,and speaking of adoption,i watched ORPHAN just now with azlin and iza.
it was damned full of suspens and full of the F-BOMB spoke by children!
the story plot though is okay but the movie is way too thrill for me!
we should have watched THE PROPOSAL instead of this!

azlin looked kind of relax throughout the movie though there's a lot of swearing coming out of her mouth like you've never seen her before.
me and iza ended up cuddling and screaming throughout the whole movie.i do most of the screaming.iza kind of helped.

but before we watched the movie,we went to bugis street and me and azlin bought ourselves an apron and me , iza and azlin bought identical watches!$5!

today was totally okay,besides the screaming and screeching in the cinema.
and i also accidentally threw the popcorn because i was too shocked!
shut up iza and azlin,don't laugh!=.=

...and that life after screaming...

2009-08-08T12:44:00.001+08:00

recently,after getting myself addicted to the hit drama series,the mentalist,i got myself attracted to this game.it is very very very fun and yet can be darn stressing...

Sushi Go Round

Click here to play this game

2009-08-07T16:39:00.002+08:00

God,was that a belated birthday gift you were trying to send me or were you just trying to tell me that i'm supposed to repent now?

the gift i meant was having a fever and a temperature of 39.3.c and A WEEK MC!

on wednesday,i am officially having a fever and for the first time in my entire 16 years(i can finally said 16) of my life,i went to the polyclinic for a checkup.
the lady whom i registered myself with was quite taken aback when she got to know this is my first time.i was quite excited at first.

reached there at around 7.50am.
waited for 40mins for a damn 10 mins checkup.
the doctor took my saliva and boogey sample to check if i got H1N1 or not.
then off to take my prescriptions.

went for a quick breakfast at MR TEH TARIK.
then went back home,take my medicines and BOOM!i slept like a log one whole day.

on thursday,i still slept like a log but only for half-a-day.
woke up around 4.30pm and gobble something up,then sit in front of my beloved computer,then slept halfway through.

on friday,OFFICIALLY RECOVERED!
celebrate come on,come on!
ate 2 packets of maggi!
drink one can of gaseous drink!
it felt like i just won a war!
but unfortunately,i just infected my two younger siblings whose laying like dead people who can't eat popcorns on their deathbed.

DONE.

...and that's life after recovering...

2009-07-28T16:38:00.002+08:00

i got fever.

and for the first time,it felt wonderful.why?
because not many people have to climb SEVEN flight of stairs each and everyday.and you have to take it more than once everyday.can you live with that?if you really said you can,then go and jump off the tallest building in CBD.

i also got stomachache.

now,that's two reason i've got for not coming to school today.
as i didn't come to school,i did my arabic composition and zoom...........to Geylang.
If the Geylangians knew i'm sick,will they freaked out?yes.

reached geylang and shop with my maklong and cik rose.
we then ate at Hajah Maimunah Restaurant.
then we went to the pasar and mom bought seafood to be cook today.i think.

now,back home baybeh.

...and that's life after [insert something here]...

2009-07-26T19:19:00.004+08:00

today is fun=.=

yeah...like coming to the Career Awareness bullshit and listening to the talk continuously with short time break and food of old people standard.yeah...fun=.=

(not naming the place so as not to make them embarass)

forget all that.here's what really happened,MY side of the story.

i reached tampines mrt around 9.23am.

met azlin at 9.30am.

accompany her to buy her double chocolate flappe(huh?) at McCafe,very nice though.

hop on bus no.293 and alight at the destination.(let's call the place Fox River Prison).

so,me and azlin registered ourselves at the counter at the second level of Fox River Prison and grab a seat.
and by the way the lift was SCARY.
very excited about the first speaker but lost interest halfway through.

went for a quick break and having a quick snack.

listened to the second speaker for around an hour or so.
and sara accidentally stepped on some urine while climbing the stairs!of course she freaked out!i freaked out too!
then went for longer break.

by this time,me,lio,sara and zee were really frustated and bored.so,we,hatched a plan to break out of Fox River Prison.

but first,we performed our zohor prayer and of we go to come out with a plan.

zee:aku seduced security guard tu ah.

jana:tak payah...kite lari and screamed hysterically jer...ahhhhhh!~*wave hands in air*

lio:kite cakap..."we can't stand in here!!"

sara:*don't know*

so,at last went the gate suddenly opened,we rushed out and alas,FRESH AIR!

so we took a long route to tampines interchange,and practically enjoyed ourselves.i bought a new nail filer,zee bought a drink at The Coffee Bean and sara and lio bought sushis!!

and we walked around and around and around and.........around.

so around 3.30pm,we got ready to go back to Fox River Prison.reached there around 3.36pm BUT we do not immediately went in back there.
we lepak at the void deck and played with bomb.you know,the type with vinegar and bicarbonate soda in it.
sara's exploded right in front of her and so was lio's.it was hilarious,fun and better than watching old people staring blankly at you or speakers trying to make the lamest joke you ever get across with.

finished around 4.25pm and get out of the around 4.45pm only after raiding the food section and some arabian chocolate dates.

DONE.

...and that's life after a bullshit seminar...

2009-07-24T18:27:00.003+08:00

ladies and gentlemen(if there's any),

it's been one hell of a long time since my last posting.
i am not going to post anything that happened recently and quite dull,so i'll just recap the exciting ones.

16/7/09(thursday)

a war ensued between the sec4 and sec5 students.
we really started to damned those already damned SL.
we called one of them names too humiliating to be posted here.
we really felt good.

18/7/09(saturday)

sister got herself a guitar.

19/7/09(sunday)

probably the best moment ever!we(me and my family) watched HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE!
I kept drooling whenever a scene with tom felton a.k.a draco malfoy is in it.he was genuinely hot.he brought light to the already darken story.he is handsome.no more denial.

20/7/09(monday)

the last time i need to fast when not in the month of ramadhan!

well,that's it.the rest were all history in my dustbin.

today,we really didn't study much.no surprise though.
we had this SL ceremony and we really cheered our friends and jeered(technically) our foes.
we are free now my friends.and today one of my friends got high fever and i was sitting beside her the whole time!and so,brought her to the office and bla bla bla and bla bla bla and then she went home by herself.so sad.(she took the taxi though).

after school lepak for 30minutes then walked to the bus stop with aliah.but before that,we sang chinese song!DUET baybeh!
it was,as per normal our most naturally beautiful voice that can captured the world and we planned to enter SINGAPORE IDOL SEASON 4(if there's any)!

we discussed about setting up fanfare and imagined fans shouting at us and screaming our names out loud and even owning an official website!it was all surreal!
but then,getting back to reality,it is impossible.so,cut the crap.

that's it for today.

...and that's life after chinese song...

2009-07-13T20:32:00.005+08:00

`today is izzah's open house.

apparently she(and her family) just moved to a 3 STOREYS SEMI-D!!!

met iza and the rest at Yio Chu Kang mrt station and went to her house which is extremely gigantic(am i exaggerating?).

we ate her mom's mee best(that's the food name),and flew upstairs to explore.

well,i am the type of person that is so lazy to explain,so you really have to go to her house to see if what i said is true.(for address,please ask IZZAH NABILAH BTE SUMARDI SIDI).

here's the photos,not of the house but of me(and my friends too!)

..and that's life after izzah'open house...

2009-07-12T20:17:00.002+08:00

one word can describe it all.

TIRED.

today was the carnival day.
first step to an imperfect day,i overslept.
i was supposed to report to school at 7.30am today but alas,i woke up only to find myself in 8.17am of the day.GOD.

as i was late,i decided to head to school with my family too.
we arrived at around 1+ pm and it was already chaotic,hectic and hot,hip and happening.
when i say hot,i really mean it.it was HOT.

i parted away from my family and met my friends.
we wandered for a while then went to P1 Cordova and played one of the best arabic game ever!
it was kind of i-don't-know-how-to-explain kind of game.but it was genuinely fun.

then we attacked the food fare.thanks to my friends,they treat me to anything that i want.GOD has certainly blessed me with good friends and of course,family.

me,izzah and azlin then performed our asar prayers then went home at around 6.30pm.period.

oh,and by the way,somehow today was azlin's PAISEI DAY.i am so tired to explain you have to ask the person herself.

tomorrow is izzah's open house baybeh!

...and that's life after school's carnival...

2009-07-11T20:51:00.006+08:00

RACIST.humans are racist.they are born to be racist.

if you ask a person,"are you a racist?",and the person said,"of course not",you go straight to him and double smack him at the face,triple smack him at the butt and scream,"you are on hell of a shit ass liar!",before you stormed off.
every race must be a racist even if their racist feeling is as tiny as an atom.

:::SCENARIO:::

"what is this malay bullshit doing downstairs?!with the loud karaoke and all?!".
that is a racist statement.

"what's with the chinese crap eating everything in the world including box?!"
that is also a racist statement.

"what's with the singh wearing turban like some sort of popiah?!"
that is one hell of a racist statement.

i'm saying all this because i was humiliated in front of...*counting*...6 person just now.i was looking out to buy a bag when suddenly this salesgirl came up to me.

:::SCENARIO:::

salesgirl:excuse me,what are you looking for?

jana:a bag actually.

salesgirl:a bag....what kind?

jana:a type that interest me.

salesgirl:oh,are you serious?because my bags are all pretty expensive.it may be beyond your budget.

jana:i'll have to look first then.

salesgirl:ok lor.because i thought most malay peolple got no money one.

jana:*barge out after feeling like cursing her and dump her in hell with overcooked pig intestine as serving*

salesgirl:thank you,please come again...*smile*

jana:*whisper*there won't be a next time.

so,if you guys out there felt like being told a racist comment in public,follow my advice.(stated above)

well,i went to Geylang just now,have breakfast there,bought three new serkup and bought two sets of baju raya for me,two sets of baju raya for sister and three sets for mom(after rounding for 3 hours).of course the cash source came from my mom.

first set of baju raya cost $65.
second set of baju raya cost $68

(NOT BOASTING OR SHOWING OFF OR ANYTHING OF THAT SORT)

then went to Jurong Point(where the incident happened).
had a quick dinner of nasi ayam penyek and flag a cab and hailed home.

by the way ,tommorrow is my school's carnival.not expecting it to be better than last year because of the strain of space.

pciture of cash source and her beautiful daughter.

2009-07-10T17:11:00.005+08:00

i was browsing through youtube when i remembered watching this video.

"i'm a boy,you're a girl,WE'RE STUDENTS"

Say that sentence with damn slang korean accent.OH GOD.

I am officially eating in front of the computer or risking it giving this computer to my sister.NO WAY.

and so......today we are so free and easy at school.
we want to take the lift?GO ON.
we want to play games during lessons?GO ON.
we want to take as many free nasi briani?GO ON.
we want to take ablution at level 8 which is restricted to students?GO ON.

so....like i say,it's a free and easy day today.
and today i came to know that STE PRELIM IS JUST A MONTH AWAY!
*breath in*
*breath out*

CHAOS is today's main event then.
FREE AND EASY is today's main attitude.
RUNNING is today's main sports.

(going to post pictures of P1 Orientation on 4th july 2009 in the next post)

...and that's life after the hectic-ness...

2009-07-10T17:04:00.002+08:00

THIS IS AN ADVERTISMENT

DO COME TO MY SCHOOL,MADRASAH AL-IRSYAD AL-ISLAMIAH ON THE 12TH JULY 2009 FOR OUR YEARLY SCHOOL CARNIVAL IN CONJUNCTION WITH OUR SCHOOL FUND-RAISING.SHOW YOUR SUPPORT BY GOING THERE AND BUY OUR COUPONS.FOR EACH COUPON BOUGHT,PRICED AT $10,$1.50 WILL GO TO THE SCHOOL'S FUND.YOUR PRESENCE IS GREATLY APPRECIATED.

VENUE:MADRASAH AL-IRSYAD AL-ISLAMIAH

LOCATION:NO.277 BRADDELL ROAD
SINGAPORE 579711

TIME:9AM-5.30PM

2009-07-09T18:11:00.000+08:00

let's do this the yesterday way(summarise in points).

1)my laughing sickness has officially worsen.
2)we studied only tauhid.ONLY.ONLY.
3)had school rehearsal which i totally ran from.(me and dhania actually)
4)played the new version of "chabatta",called "chappati".
5)'memorise' fiqh.
6)went to Jurong Point to pick up my friend's present which is totally extravagant.
7)bought myself another two rings bringing my total owned rings to 13.only.
8)megan fox met her(or his) Shia Labeouf.
9)eat the whole day in class.
10)still damning the people of not waking me up yesterday.

DONE.

2009-07-08T22:34:00.002+08:00

today,generally,we,learned,NOTHING.
i'm so lazy to write in sentences,so let's just summarise in points.

1)we learned fiqh and tauhid only today.ONLY.
2)someone made himself a Head SL,Class Chairperson,School Principal all in one day.
3)the boys being irritating and intimidating.AGAIN.
4)we talked little bit dirty today.
5)i got NOUGATS from my friend.pretty delicious.
6)i laughed 3/4 of the day.
7)the boys being irritating and intimidating.did i just repeat that?
8)went home,slept in the bus like a log.
9)being told to come to school by 7.30pm on SUNDAY.
10)megan fox is still HAWT.(totally unrelated)

point 8 is rather disturbing.
STORY:jana slept in the bus like a log.when she woke up,it was plain quiet.too quiet.the jana realised somthing.the bus was empty.everybody was gone!not one heck of a person wake her up!jana was furious(until now).then jana walked elegently/diligently/shamelessly around the bus carpark.she was not ashamed.NOT.

people were staring and they got this what-the-heck-is-that-terrorist-girl-doing kind of expression.i,on the other hand is still walking elegently/diligently/shamelessly without fear.woots!~

the moment i got home,i was like laughing(and crying) my heart out!so paisei pailak baybeh!

okaaaay~now leave me alone to let me mug my life away):

...and thats life after paiseh pailak baybeh...